21 Jul 2008
10:11 pm
ohman.
i'm sick again. i hate being sick.
siansiansian.
my nose is super clogged, my throat is super hoarse, and i am drowsy from the medicine.
at least i get to stay home and rest. HAHA.
jie's off to china/hk tmrw for school trip. super fun sia, and it's free. LOLS.
dad's in KL alr. so after tmrw, it's just me and mom again. HAHA.
enjoy yr trip sis!
yesterday was church anniversary! happy happy 32nd birthday Maranatha Christian Assembly!
i love you! thank you Jesus for sustaining us and helping us throughout these years.
I LOVE THEE!
i can only imagine - MercyMe
I can only imagine what it will be like
When I walk by your side
I can only imagine what my eyes will see
When your face is before me
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
Surrounded by your glory
What will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you Jesus,
Or in awe of you be still?
Will I stand in your presence,
Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Halelluja,
Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
I can only imagine when that day comes
And I find myself standing in the Son
I can only imagine when all I will do
Is forever, forever worship you
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
Surrounded by your glory,
What will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you Jesus,
Or in awe of you be still?
Will I stand in your presence,
Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Halelluja,
Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine, yeah
I can only imagine
I can only imagine, yeah, yeah, yeah
Surrounded by your glory,
What will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you Jesus,
Or in awe of you be still?
Will I stand in your presence,
Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Halelluja,
Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine, yeah
I can only imagine, yeah, yeah
I can only imagine, Yeah
I can only imagine
I can only imagine, Ohh yeah
I can only imagine
I can only imagine when all I will do
is forever, forever worship you
I can only imagine
17 Jul 2008
11:29 pm
i will not give up.
i have decided that i don't wanna let you go.
10 Jul 2008
10:19 pm
to be honest, i've lived a life of easy contentment. i guess Singaporean men are all rather boring, without much ambition in life, besides living a simple life.
i'm jus like most ordinary, simple and boring Singaporean men. i've always wished to study hard, do well in school, make it to uni, get a stable and good job, meet and marry my first love, have beautiful children, and die a happy man. (although dying jus leads me on to another life ahead with JESUS!)
to be honest, i've never really wanted anything more, anything less. i guess anything more would be very very very amazing, but besides that, nah. HAHA.
i've been trying to let go, but really, it's kinda hard. to think God answered me a yes. there's so many many times He told me that you're the one. just a month ago, the reply was yes again. i feel so dumb, cos no matter how many times i promised you i will nvr break yr conviction and wanna wait for you, i guess i'm just unconvincing. i never wanted to pressure you. to me, if the time comes and there's still smth, then the wait is worthwhile. but if not, then it's just too bad. but i guess you rather end it all. which kinda like... SUCKS.
i just want you to lean on me when you need someone. i just wanted to be there for you thru the hard and the wonderful times. but guess i'm not needed or wanted. to think i was even compared to zhixian. DAMNIT. like i was that bad. DAMNNNNNN.
i hope you'll give me a chance to show you how much i care and love you, but i rather you forget me than hate me.
1 Jul 2008
10:14 pm
you still send chills down my spine, still makes me shy.
i want you, and i'm not desperate.
i just hope that you'll know it's alright to dream of being with me someday
and share this dream with me.
21 Jul 2008
10:11 pm
ohman.
i'm sick again. i hate being sick.
siansiansian.
my nose is super clogged, my throat is super hoarse, and i am drowsy from the medicine.
at least i get to stay home and rest. HAHA.
jie's off to china/hk tmrw for school trip. super fun sia, and it's free. LOLS.
dad's in KL alr. so after tmrw, it's just me and mom again. HAHA.
enjoy yr trip sis!
yesterday was church anniversary! happy happy 32nd birthday Maranatha Christian Assembly!
i love you! thank you Jesus for sustaining us and helping us throughout these years.
I LOVE THEE!
i can only imagine - MercyMe
I can only imagine what it will be like
When I walk by your side
I can only imagine what my eyes will see
When your face is before me
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
Surrounded by your glory
What will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you Jesus,
Or in awe of you be still?
Will I stand in your presence,
Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Halelluja,
Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
I can only imagine when that day comes
And I find myself standing in the Son
I can only imagine when all I will do
Is forever, forever worship you
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
Surrounded by your glory,
What will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you Jesus,
Or in awe of you be still?
Will I stand in your presence,
Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Halelluja,
Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine, yeah
I can only imagine
I can only imagine, yeah, yeah, yeah
Surrounded by your glory,
What will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you Jesus,
Or in awe of you be still?
Will I stand in your presence,
Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Halelluja,
Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine, yeah
I can only imagine, yeah, yeah
I can only imagine, Yeah
I can only imagine
I can only imagine, Ohh yeah
I can only imagine
I can only imagine when all I will do
is forever, forever worship you
I can only imagine
17 Jul 2008
11:29 pm
i will not give up.
i have decided that i don't wanna let you go.
10 Jul 2008
10:19 pm
to be honest, i've lived a life of easy contentment. i guess Singaporean men are all rather boring, without much ambition in life, besides living a simple life.
i'm jus like most ordinary, simple and boring Singaporean men. i've always wished to study hard, do well in school, make it to uni, get a stable and good job, meet and marry my first love, have beautiful children, and die a happy man. (although dying jus leads me on to another life ahead with JESUS!)
to be honest, i've never really wanted anything more, anything less. i guess anything more would be very very very amazing, but besides that, nah. HAHA.
i've been trying to let go, but really, it's kinda hard. to think God answered me a yes. there's so many many times He told me that you're the one. just a month ago, the reply was yes again. i feel so dumb, cos no matter how many times i promised you i will nvr break yr conviction and wanna wait for you, i guess i'm just unconvincing. i never wanted to pressure you. to me, if the time comes and there's still smth, then the wait is worthwhile. but if not, then it's just too bad. but i guess you rather end it all. which kinda like... SUCKS.
i just want you to lean on me when you need someone. i just wanted to be there for you thru the hard and the wonderful times. but guess i'm not needed or wanted. to think i was even compared to zhixian. DAMNIT. like i was that bad. DAMNNNNNN.
i hope you'll give me a chance to show you how much i care and love you, but i rather you forget me than hate me.
1 Jul 2008
10:14 pm
you still send chills down my spine, still makes me shy.
i want you, and i'm not desperate.
i just hope that you'll know it's alright to dream of being with me someday
and share this dream with me.