30 Mar 2008
7:23 pm
wooot. eelin gave birth yesterday! 30th March.
hmmmm welcome to the Earth Amelia Poo En Hui. (:
may God bless you all the days of your life, and i promise i will be there to support you and yr brother like johnny did to me! (:
thanks johnny, for your immense support to us thru the difficult times. although family commitments have come in the way of yr service to us recently, you were there when we were in deep shit, and nw i can dare say we've finally found our way thru. REFRRESH! ministry. you've been a great fren to us, and i thank God you were part of my life! and i mean it, seriously. the constant advice, the pillar of strength that you provided will always be remembered. hahahahas. and yes, i loveeee evan!
HAHAHA.
heard eelin started feeling pains at 3am and gave birth as 1233pm. HAHAHA. OHMY! so long. HAHAHA. maybe i will spare my future wife from 4 kids. HAHAHA. OUCHHHH!
ahwells, am tired and still waiting. God bless everyone this week eh?
(:
16 Mar 2008
6:37 pm
"and now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."
1 Corinthians 13:13.
The speaker tday at church touched on love in every aspect. One thing that struck me most is that love is nt what the world seems to portray it, especially what we see in films and television programmes. but love is more than that, and he reminded me of what love should be.
He also made us do a rating for ourselves, to judge ourselves on where we stand, in our relationships with people, parents, spouse, children and our enemies. he talked about random acts of kindness, which is really what we need to keep doing to the people around us, be it the church member, youth leader, pastor, parents, siblings and spouse. or it could even be to people that we meet on the streets.
The few criterias are all taken from 1 Corinthians 13.
Love is.. (marks i give myself upon ten to see where i am)
patient (2)
kind (7)
not jealous (2)
not boastful/proud (6)
not rude (6)
does not demand its own way (9)
not irritable (9)
keeps no record of wrong (5)
rejoices with the truth (9)
never gives up (4)
always hopeful. (7)
wow. seems like i'm so not perfect. i realised just how dumb i've been living my life for so many years. i look back and remember the countless times i screamed at my parents for "not understanding" me, times where i have looked down on others, times when i did not give the respect and always thinking i'm so great, times when i seemed impatient with so many things and people, especially her. and yes. i've hurt people who i thought i loved. so many, i can't keep record of them anymore.
you know, when the speaker came and said all these, i looked at myself thinking how dumb i've been the whole past month. yea, i said i didnt want us to be tgt and that i respect you, yet i let myself be influenced and pressured you to get closer when i knw i shouldnt. yea, i may have pressured you to "get tgt" with me in many ways i thought i didnt. i just craved for you to feel the same way i feel towards you. but i guess i went way overboard, till it's nt as comfortable as it should be. i guess i'm not perfect. and if i lose you, i could say i deserve it.
i also want my parents to know that, well, though i've been the worst son i could be, creating trouble, not helping out, always blaming you and not respecting you as parents to make the best decisions for me. yea, i'm wrong. i've always beem jealous of sis's results, and her ability to do way better than me affects me alot, though i always try to hide it. comparing aint that fun, and yea, i knw you want the best for me, for my life. so i have failed you so far.
lastly, it's you oh Lord who i wanna apologize. i knw you've been there for me my whole life, probably why i've put you for granted for so long. i failed you in so many ways, and the implications of my actions may have been destructive. i always hoped to serve you well, but i guess i lack the fundamentals. yea, i knw the verses, knw the songs, serve in the main band and many look up to me, but i havent really put that to good use. i keep judging others, creating a whole "characteristic" of one without knwing them. and i knw i've done wrong. i may have the talent, the skill given from you. but if my heart is not set right before you, i am wrong, WAY WRONG. and so Lord, thanks for forgiving me. i knw you have, and you always will, cos yr love is perfect. yr grace is sufficient. and i knw ive taken it for granted time and again, but Lord this time i'll try my best to make it right before you.
=DD i love you Jesus, deep dwn in my heart.
Hosanna, You are holy and exaltedHosaana, You are high and lifted upHosanna, you are worthy of all praiseWe worship You, We worship You.How great You are, How great You areYou are the mighty King, And You've come to reign in meHow great You are, How great You areI give you all the praises of my heart.
yea. after service was worship prac. i rehearsed with the singers for the first time and again, bro keith asked me if i wanted to support sing. hmmm, Lord, give me an answer?
OHYA! i didnt knw i was more of a tenor than alto. HAHAHAHA. all these while i got mixed up. and yea, singing parts is sooooo not easy LAH. hahahas. i si need training. HAHA (:
14 Mar 2008
11:19 pm
guess it's nt the same anymore, huh?-shrugs.LT! jiayou for yr exams huh. (::::::: HAHAHA.
=D
tmrw's ccc exco outing to sentosa. gtta wake up early.
ahwells.
10 Mar 2008
1:12 am
FATIN!
my sayang..
dont be upset k? smileeeee for me. =DDDDDDD
someone better will come! dont worry. he's an ass!
HAHAHA. yre way better. so cheeeeer up k?
seeeee? i dedicated a post to you, so be proud!
HAHAHA. go slp early alright? =D
7 Mar 2008
11:14 pm
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
haha maybe becos u're the most charming and sexiest guy from srjc..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
thats why God made you so beautiful
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
and touched so many people hearts..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
and made so many ppl's day...
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
in fact ure my favourite boy from srjc..and im serious..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
beocs u really made me smile.
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
and told me to cheer up when im at the lowest pt of my life..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
thats the difference between u and them..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
u made me smile..during the darkest days of my life..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
the rest just didnt really bother.
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
thats the biggest diff between u and them
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
simple yet great.
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
simple yet great.
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
simple yet great.
AWWWWWWWW! =DDDD
that made my day! =)
yhihhuua finally spoke the truth! HAHAHAHA. =P
OHOH! i scored E for chinese. THANKYOU DADDY! =DDD
2 Mar 2008
9:55 pm
HEY EVERYONE!
ALL THE BEST TO THE COMMON TESTS TOMORROW!
JIAYOU EH? =)
GOD BLESS!
darren
6:44 pm
skip ct's!
PLEASEEEEEE!
damien, pls be like me and stop drinking alcohol la, dumbass.. HAHAHA.
i miss you.
30 Mar 2008
7:23 pm
wooot. eelin gave birth yesterday! 30th March.
hmmmm welcome to the Earth Amelia Poo En Hui. (:
may God bless you all the days of your life, and i promise i will be there to support you and yr brother like johnny did to me! (:
thanks johnny, for your immense support to us thru the difficult times. although family commitments have come in the way of yr service to us recently, you were there when we were in deep shit, and nw i can dare say we've finally found our way thru. REFRRESH! ministry. you've been a great fren to us, and i thank God you were part of my life! and i mean it, seriously. the constant advice, the pillar of strength that you provided will always be remembered. hahahahas. and yes, i loveeee evan!
HAHAHA.
heard eelin started feeling pains at 3am and gave birth as 1233pm. HAHAHA. OHMY! so long. HAHAHA. maybe i will spare my future wife from 4 kids. HAHAHA. OUCHHHH!
ahwells, am tired and still waiting. God bless everyone this week eh?
(:
16 Mar 2008
6:37 pm
"and now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."
1 Corinthians 13:13.
The speaker tday at church touched on love in every aspect. One thing that struck me most is that love is nt what the world seems to portray it, especially what we see in films and television programmes. but love is more than that, and he reminded me of what love should be.
He also made us do a rating for ourselves, to judge ourselves on where we stand, in our relationships with people, parents, spouse, children and our enemies. he talked about random acts of kindness, which is really what we need to keep doing to the people around us, be it the church member, youth leader, pastor, parents, siblings and spouse. or it could even be to people that we meet on the streets.
The few criterias are all taken from 1 Corinthians 13.
Love is.. (marks i give myself upon ten to see where i am)
patient (2)
kind (7)
not jealous (2)
not boastful/proud (6)
not rude (6)
does not demand its own way (9)
not irritable (9)
keeps no record of wrong (5)
rejoices with the truth (9)
never gives up (4)
always hopeful. (7)
wow. seems like i'm so not perfect. i realised just how dumb i've been living my life for so many years. i look back and remember the countless times i screamed at my parents for "not understanding" me, times where i have looked down on others, times when i did not give the respect and always thinking i'm so great, times when i seemed impatient with so many things and people, especially her. and yes. i've hurt people who i thought i loved. so many, i can't keep record of them anymore.
you know, when the speaker came and said all these, i looked at myself thinking how dumb i've been the whole past month. yea, i said i didnt want us to be tgt and that i respect you, yet i let myself be influenced and pressured you to get closer when i knw i shouldnt. yea, i may have pressured you to "get tgt" with me in many ways i thought i didnt. i just craved for you to feel the same way i feel towards you. but i guess i went way overboard, till it's nt as comfortable as it should be. i guess i'm not perfect. and if i lose you, i could say i deserve it.
i also want my parents to know that, well, though i've been the worst son i could be, creating trouble, not helping out, always blaming you and not respecting you as parents to make the best decisions for me. yea, i'm wrong. i've always beem jealous of sis's results, and her ability to do way better than me affects me alot, though i always try to hide it. comparing aint that fun, and yea, i knw you want the best for me, for my life. so i have failed you so far.
lastly, it's you oh Lord who i wanna apologize. i knw you've been there for me my whole life, probably why i've put you for granted for so long. i failed you in so many ways, and the implications of my actions may have been destructive. i always hoped to serve you well, but i guess i lack the fundamentals. yea, i knw the verses, knw the songs, serve in the main band and many look up to me, but i havent really put that to good use. i keep judging others, creating a whole "characteristic" of one without knwing them. and i knw i've done wrong. i may have the talent, the skill given from you. but if my heart is not set right before you, i am wrong, WAY WRONG. and so Lord, thanks for forgiving me. i knw you have, and you always will, cos yr love is perfect. yr grace is sufficient. and i knw ive taken it for granted time and again, but Lord this time i'll try my best to make it right before you.
=DD i love you Jesus, deep dwn in my heart.
Hosanna, You are holy and exaltedHosaana, You are high and lifted upHosanna, you are worthy of all praiseWe worship You, We worship You.How great You are, How great You areYou are the mighty King, And You've come to reign in meHow great You are, How great You areI give you all the praises of my heart.
yea. after service was worship prac. i rehearsed with the singers for the first time and again, bro keith asked me if i wanted to support sing. hmmm, Lord, give me an answer?
OHYA! i didnt knw i was more of a tenor than alto. HAHAHAHA. all these while i got mixed up. and yea, singing parts is sooooo not easy LAH. hahahas. i si need training. HAHA (:
14 Mar 2008
11:19 pm
guess it's nt the same anymore, huh?-shrugs.LT! jiayou for yr exams huh. (::::::: HAHAHA.
=D
tmrw's ccc exco outing to sentosa. gtta wake up early.
ahwells.
10 Mar 2008
1:12 am
FATIN!
my sayang..
dont be upset k? smileeeee for me. =DDDDDDD
someone better will come! dont worry. he's an ass!
HAHAHA. yre way better. so cheeeeer up k?
seeeee? i dedicated a post to you, so be proud!
HAHAHA. go slp early alright? =D
7 Mar 2008
11:14 pm
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
haha maybe becos u're the most charming and sexiest guy from srjc..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
thats why God made you so beautiful
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
and touched so many people hearts..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
and made so many ppl's day...
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
in fact ure my favourite boy from srjc..and im serious..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
beocs u really made me smile.
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
and told me to cheer up when im at the lowest pt of my life..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
thats the difference between u and them..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
u made me smile..during the darkest days of my life..
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
the rest just didnt really bother.
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
thats the biggest diff between u and them
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
simple yet great.
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
simple yet great.
yhihhuua needs to mug more. says:
simple yet great.
AWWWWWWWW! =DDDD
that made my day! =)
yhihhuua finally spoke the truth! HAHAHAHA. =P
OHOH! i scored E for chinese. THANKYOU DADDY! =DDD
2 Mar 2008
9:55 pm
HEY EVERYONE!
ALL THE BEST TO THE COMMON TESTS TOMORROW!
JIAYOU EH? =)
GOD BLESS!
darren
6:44 pm
skip ct's!
PLEASEEEEEE!
damien, pls be like me and stop drinking alcohol la, dumbass.. HAHAHA.
i miss you.
