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trust me and we'll go far
i'm sure cos you're the one i love
and nothing, nothing will ever stop me from doing so.

and i wanna let you knw that
if you'd trust me one last time
i'll make it right
and all i need is you by my side
sharing moments in life that has laughter and tears.
and with Daddy as our aim in life to please
be strong and continue in life together someday.

i knw you told me to forget the wish you made cos you can't fulfill it. but you know what? there was always no pressure from the start. and all i wanted was a little commitment, to know that there's someone who's willing to be my pillar of strength when the going gets tough. i wanna share your laughter and share your pain. and i wanna smile each morning when i wake and think of you. i promise, if you give me one last chance, that i'll do all i can to make sure we don't cross the line. cos it's not just about me and you, but it's about me and you and DADDY.

this i promise you.

i love my mummy so much lah. she's the sweetest! HAHAHA. she just boiled for me barley leh. FOR ME! HAHAHAHA. she's so sweet. GOSH. hahahahahahahas. shucks. i gave her a hug for it lah. i mean, seriously. HAHAHA. damn. to think i just shouted at her about ten minutes ago when she came nagging, again. HAHAHAHAHAHA. tho mummy, you really do need to relax, i still loveeeee YOU even tho you nag. HAHA. tho i'm really too embarassed to say that to her. slap me random someone! PLEASE, may the words 'i loveeee you' come out ASAP. HAHA.

but still, i HUGGED her okay? HAHAHA.

oh, and today i went shopping too. HAHAHA. and ate a bloddy expensive lunch and yam cha. SHUCKS. HAHAHA. we yam cha-ed at tcc, what a place! HAHA. wells, it's always usual for the few of us! HAHA. and guess what? CHEESE WEDGES ROCKS. HAHAHA.

oh, got new sunglasses from topman today. WOOOOOT! HAHA. shucks. guess what? i spent 400 on shopping this month alr. GOD, please help me stop shopping. OHOH, church camp in one and a half months. HAHAHAHA.

oh, and today, we randomly mentioned for all of us guys to save some cash and go tgt to HILLSONG CONFERENCE. hahahahas. scott! REMEMBER OUR DREAM? HAHAHA. it was when we were like, errrrr, pri 6. HAHA. wells, nw we have joel lyn and jonathan too. PLEASE, wenny, yingwen, jeriel and jakeh, we must go tgt toooo! HAHA. MALE BONDING.

oh, jonathan has a new vitamin, VITAMIN K. good for neoprints. HAHAHA. -winks

hmmmmm shucks, guess what? I'M USING SHUCKS NOWADAYS. MR YEW! =(
HAHAHAHA. at least it's better than some random stars that go like this - ****

Jesus Shall Take the Highest Honour

Jesus shall take the highest honour
Jesus shall take the highest praise
Let all the earth join heaven in exalting
The name that is above all other names
Lets bow our knees in humble adoration
For at His name every knee must bow
Let every tongue confess He is Christ, God's only son
Soverign Lord, we give You glory now

For all honour, and blessing and power
Belongs to You, belongs to You
For all honour, and blessing and power
Belongs to you, belongs to you
Lord Jesus Christ
Son of the living God


for me, there is nothing in this world that can beat the feeling of being able to serve God in the area of music. today, i must say, was probably the best out of all the times i have served Him in a long while. the peace, joy and anoiting that fills you when you are up there serving God is honestly, the best thing that can happen to me. this song really touched me, as well as the other songs.

when we came in for worship practice this morning, i was feeling rather weary, sick and tired. i had a very bad sore throat and just finished ccc camp. johnny, the song leader, was sharing with us the theme in which today's service was all about. usually, there will be a theme such as praise, but today, johnny's was simple, yet amazing. it was this - just for the people to come and enter God's kingdom and worship Him. and i felt it was something that was the BEST. =D

every song really touched me, and i could feel God's love just enter me. he restored in me energy to serve Him with every ounce of strength i had. thankyou Lord Jesus.

the preacher for today was also amazing. the sermon was on the church of Ephesus. The church of Ephesus had lost their first love; Jesus. with all the confusion that occured in my life for the past two months, i realised that the sermon was what God really wanted to speak to me, and i thanked Him for it.

now, let me just talk about the camp.
oh, the ccc camp was also amazing, though i was feeling damn sick, especially on sat. the nostalgia i felt at the end of the camp where the elections was held really took me aback. seriously, the excos and some members in my committee really did bring me alot of joy in the time i've been in sr, and i really really will miss the times we shared. heartware, especially, was the time where we all found out about each other more personally, and i'm sure i've made some lifelong friends in ccc. excos, thank you.

on the last note, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE. ((:
hope you enjoyed yr birthday and make use of my present, won't you?

and yeap, i seriously dont blame you, neither do i blame God or myself. i knew this would happen, and thanks for the trust you said you had. whether i stop liking you or not, i just want you to know that there was always no pressure on you to be with me, before 21 or after. and everything depended and will always depend on circumstances. whether or not we will ever end up together someday, i wanna let you know that you're the one i love. yeap, and i'm proud of you, SO PROUD. i just hope that one day, Daddy will bring you someone, if it aint me, to be part of your life and be with you thru everything.

i just hope you will continue to shine that lovely smile of yours, cos it is honestly something amazing. you're one heck of a cheerful girl, even if you keep saying youre not. =D true love waits and lasts, and if our love is true, maybe there will be one day. for now, let's focus on our studies and Daddy, yea? =D

why do i even bother. argh.

stop this coldness. STOP..!

i loveeeee kids! =D
i think i wanna have a bball or soccer team when i get married.

HAHAHAHA. =P

went granny's on sunday and played with joey. so cute. and i havent seen evan in two weeks. i cant take it no moreeeeee!

HAHAHA.

i am damn tired lah. argh. i need sleeeeeep.
-whines.

it's proven that singaporeans just love to whine but not put money where their mouth is. darren is one of them. i'm just not bothered by it. HAHAHA.

hmmmm kaixiang, its a pity that it takes yr absence for us to realise hw much you brighten our class. tc yeap? HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON! hahaha. =D

God, pls help heal kx so he can be back with us. HAHA.
AMEN.

nothing's gnna change my love for you.

though i doubt you come here anymore, but i wanna let you know this.

let's work things out, cos it's you i long for.
you are on my mind, day and night.
i dont care what everyone else says, i only care about you.
whatever they wanna say is their business, it's only you that matters.
time was and is nvr a factor.
baby, it's you i love.
and i know you feel it too. (:

let me knw.

super tired. played lots of bball and rugby today. scrapped my foot.
tired. tired. ultra super duper tired.

feeling like a sucker. cos yet again you misunderstood me. argh.

LALALALA. had a good day at church. (: spent time with the phillipino group that came, and was their drummer cos they didnt have one. HAHA. made new friends. LOADS! ((((:

i'd rather - luther vandross

i'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else.
i'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself.
i'd rather have hard times together
than to have it easier apart.
i rather have the one who holds my heart.

you made the right decision. heh. (:
it's just a matter of time, and i'll still be here. tc of yourself k? (:
God bless.

with this, i end this post.

all the wishful thinking from the start.
the optimism, the joy, the plucking up of courage.

i saw it coming. just that i didnt know how fast it hit me.

bham. i lie dwn, gasping for air.

i don't blame you, i hope you know that i don't at all do. and if i could change knowing or falling for you, i wouldn't. cos you brought me so much joy, so much. one day, you said. but that was the past.

sleepy.

staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty?

argh. IJC = GG.

HAHA. maths, i hate you. fly to the moon and nvr return. rahhh.

hehheh. oh btw, i'm nt emo-ing LAH. HAHAHA. =)

so ppl out there who are curious, i'm nottttt.

i jus felt like writing smth that i wanted to since like a looonnnggg time ago LAH, the waiting for an sms and all thing. HAHA. i finally did it when i took a break from maths.

oh btw, i came out with a new realisation.

darren cannot take breaks. they end up being longer than the time he studied. OOOOOOPS.

went to cmpb tday. was a stupid waste of my time, completely. argh.
went there, the security was so tight, lockers for camera hps that are real cute and small, scanning of bag. waited in a queue and went to take measurements. got touched by a guy who was real weird, like abit gay la. he touched my waist and said come here it's yr turn. HAHAHA. then waited for my number to be called for abt an hour. found out my medical examination was to be on another day due to some screw up in my signup for ns. then went home.

HAHAHA. stupid complete stupid complete waste of time. bt i saw cmpb once! interesting place lah. heh.

went adam road with daddy, ate nasi lemak! HAHA. ((:
there goes another satisfied customer, darren leeeeeeee.

hehheh.
shall go for my medical exam on 24th april. argh. bt at least can pon school! =P

that's all for today. (:

staring at the blank sheet of white paper,
i hear a sound go off.
i scamper over,
opening the message with utter excitement.
i read, i look, i hope,
but it's someone else, not you.

with disappointment etched across my face,
i put it down,
not bothering to reply.
but it's okay,
i tell myself.
cos i'll wait, wait, wait,
till another day,
where i hope you'll think of me again.

all i wanted was to know you cared, and for you to know how much i do for you. (:

well, when you asked me if i ever thought of my future, my actual reply was "you".

save it for a rainy day, my friend, where the mice scampers back to shelter, but where you can stand alone, and no one can see you cry. but guess what, my dear friend, God is actually crying with you. - this is my analogy of crying in the rain. HAHA. beat that.

i feel like being a lit student for a day. HAHAHA. =P

maybe one day it'll work, and i hope it would, but it all depends on you now. i promise to try my best, but i'm weak. i admit it.

into Your courts i run with praises flowing from my heart
everyday i wake i sing your song
it's an anthem of my life
i wanna spend my days in Your presence Lord
bowed before Your throne
in the house of God is where i find my peace
is where i find my
home is heaven
one day Lord i will be
in Your courts You'll find me
in worship at Your feet
hide me now
in the shadow of Your wings
is where i will be, is where i will be.

yeap, HOME IS HEAVEN.

hahahahas.
dad's been the greatest so far, shielding me and guiding me and helping me make sure my mother doesn't go overboard. HAHA. mother's really pissed with results, can't blame her cos i did realll badly, and i knw i can do better.

argh. HAHA. i guess i gotta buck up! =(

You make me smile, LORD. yes and you too.

there are alot of things i do, just cause i wanna see that smile on yr face, and guess what? it makes me smile toooooo!

there are alot of things i say, and i mean every word i say from deep down in my heart.

and, it's because i love you. and that's all that mattered in the first place, and that is what matters now.

and i hope you love me too. (:


all it takes is to see yr smile. i'm in heaven.

i'll do anything for you, cos i really love you. and please dont be pressured. cos good things are worth the wait and yre worth much more than that. (((((: <3!

oh btw, on a side note, happy birthday wh. (: you rock soooo much. hope it aint destroyed by parents night. HAHAHA.

darren's the name
srjc
drummer
071190 - birthday.
080407 - day i was reborn.

trust me and we'll go far
i'm sure cos you're the one i love
and nothing, nothing will ever stop me from doing so.

and i wanna let you knw that
if you'd trust me one last time
i'll make it right
and all i need is you by my side
sharing moments in life that has laughter and tears.
and with Daddy as our aim in life to please
be strong and continue in life together someday.

i knw you told me to forget the wish you made cos you can't fulfill it. but you know what? there was always no pressure from the start. and all i wanted was a little commitment, to know that there's someone who's willing to be my pillar of strength when the going gets tough. i wanna share your laughter and share your pain. and i wanna smile each morning when i wake and think of you. i promise, if you give me one last chance, that i'll do all i can to make sure we don't cross the line. cos it's not just about me and you, but it's about me and you and DADDY.

this i promise you.

i love my mummy so much lah. she's the sweetest! HAHAHA. she just boiled for me barley leh. FOR ME! HAHAHAHA. she's so sweet. GOSH. hahahahahahahas. shucks. i gave her a hug for it lah. i mean, seriously. HAHAHA. damn. to think i just shouted at her about ten minutes ago when she came nagging, again. HAHAHAHAHAHA. tho mummy, you really do need to relax, i still loveeeee YOU even tho you nag. HAHA. tho i'm really too embarassed to say that to her. slap me random someone! PLEASE, may the words 'i loveeee you' come out ASAP. HAHA.

but still, i HUGGED her okay? HAHAHA.

oh, and today i went shopping too. HAHAHA. and ate a bloddy expensive lunch and yam cha. SHUCKS. HAHAHA. we yam cha-ed at tcc, what a place! HAHA. wells, it's always usual for the few of us! HAHA. and guess what? CHEESE WEDGES ROCKS. HAHAHA.

oh, got new sunglasses from topman today. WOOOOOT! HAHA. shucks. guess what? i spent 400 on shopping this month alr. GOD, please help me stop shopping. OHOH, church camp in one and a half months. HAHAHAHA.

oh, and today, we randomly mentioned for all of us guys to save some cash and go tgt to HILLSONG CONFERENCE. hahahahas. scott! REMEMBER OUR DREAM? HAHAHA. it was when we were like, errrrr, pri 6. HAHA. wells, nw we have joel lyn and jonathan too. PLEASE, wenny, yingwen, jeriel and jakeh, we must go tgt toooo! HAHA. MALE BONDING.

oh, jonathan has a new vitamin, VITAMIN K. good for neoprints. HAHAHA. -winks

hmmmmm shucks, guess what? I'M USING SHUCKS NOWADAYS. MR YEW! =(
HAHAHAHA. at least it's better than some random stars that go like this - ****

Jesus Shall Take the Highest Honour

Jesus shall take the highest honour
Jesus shall take the highest praise
Let all the earth join heaven in exalting
The name that is above all other names
Lets bow our knees in humble adoration
For at His name every knee must bow
Let every tongue confess He is Christ, God's only son
Soverign Lord, we give You glory now

For all honour, and blessing and power
Belongs to You, belongs to You
For all honour, and blessing and power
Belongs to you, belongs to you
Lord Jesus Christ
Son of the living God


for me, there is nothing in this world that can beat the feeling of being able to serve God in the area of music. today, i must say, was probably the best out of all the times i have served Him in a long while. the peace, joy and anoiting that fills you when you are up there serving God is honestly, the best thing that can happen to me. this song really touched me, as well as the other songs.

when we came in for worship practice this morning, i was feeling rather weary, sick and tired. i had a very bad sore throat and just finished ccc camp. johnny, the song leader, was sharing with us the theme in which today's service was all about. usually, there will be a theme such as praise, but today, johnny's was simple, yet amazing. it was this - just for the people to come and enter God's kingdom and worship Him. and i felt it was something that was the BEST. =D

every song really touched me, and i could feel God's love just enter me. he restored in me energy to serve Him with every ounce of strength i had. thankyou Lord Jesus.

the preacher for today was also amazing. the sermon was on the church of Ephesus. The church of Ephesus had lost their first love; Jesus. with all the confusion that occured in my life for the past two months, i realised that the sermon was what God really wanted to speak to me, and i thanked Him for it.

now, let me just talk about the camp.
oh, the ccc camp was also amazing, though i was feeling damn sick, especially on sat. the nostalgia i felt at the end of the camp where the elections was held really took me aback. seriously, the excos and some members in my committee really did bring me alot of joy in the time i've been in sr, and i really really will miss the times we shared. heartware, especially, was the time where we all found out about each other more personally, and i'm sure i've made some lifelong friends in ccc. excos, thank you.

on the last note, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE. ((:
hope you enjoyed yr birthday and make use of my present, won't you?

and yeap, i seriously dont blame you, neither do i blame God or myself. i knew this would happen, and thanks for the trust you said you had. whether i stop liking you or not, i just want you to know that there was always no pressure on you to be with me, before 21 or after. and everything depended and will always depend on circumstances. whether or not we will ever end up together someday, i wanna let you know that you're the one i love. yeap, and i'm proud of you, SO PROUD. i just hope that one day, Daddy will bring you someone, if it aint me, to be part of your life and be with you thru everything.

i just hope you will continue to shine that lovely smile of yours, cos it is honestly something amazing. you're one heck of a cheerful girl, even if you keep saying youre not. =D true love waits and lasts, and if our love is true, maybe there will be one day. for now, let's focus on our studies and Daddy, yea? =D

why do i even bother. argh.

stop this coldness. STOP..!

i loveeeee kids! =D
i think i wanna have a bball or soccer team when i get married.

HAHAHAHA. =P

went granny's on sunday and played with joey. so cute. and i havent seen evan in two weeks. i cant take it no moreeeeee!

HAHAHA.

i am damn tired lah. argh. i need sleeeeeep.
-whines.

it's proven that singaporeans just love to whine but not put money where their mouth is. darren is one of them. i'm just not bothered by it. HAHAHA.

hmmmm kaixiang, its a pity that it takes yr absence for us to realise hw much you brighten our class. tc yeap? HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON! hahaha. =D

God, pls help heal kx so he can be back with us. HAHA.
AMEN.

nothing's gnna change my love for you.

though i doubt you come here anymore, but i wanna let you know this.

let's work things out, cos it's you i long for.
you are on my mind, day and night.
i dont care what everyone else says, i only care about you.
whatever they wanna say is their business, it's only you that matters.
time was and is nvr a factor.
baby, it's you i love.
and i know you feel it too. (:

let me knw.

super tired. played lots of bball and rugby today. scrapped my foot.
tired. tired. ultra super duper tired.

feeling like a sucker. cos yet again you misunderstood me. argh.

LALALALA. had a good day at church. (: spent time with the phillipino group that came, and was their drummer cos they didnt have one. HAHA. made new friends. LOADS! ((((:

i'd rather - luther vandross

i'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else.
i'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself.
i'd rather have hard times together
than to have it easier apart.
i rather have the one who holds my heart.

you made the right decision. heh. (:
it's just a matter of time, and i'll still be here. tc of yourself k? (:
God bless.

with this, i end this post.

all the wishful thinking from the start.
the optimism, the joy, the plucking up of courage.

i saw it coming. just that i didnt know how fast it hit me.

bham. i lie dwn, gasping for air.

i don't blame you, i hope you know that i don't at all do. and if i could change knowing or falling for you, i wouldn't. cos you brought me so much joy, so much. one day, you said. but that was the past.

sleepy.

staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty?

argh. IJC = GG.

HAHA. maths, i hate you. fly to the moon and nvr return. rahhh.

hehheh. oh btw, i'm nt emo-ing LAH. HAHAHA. =)

so ppl out there who are curious, i'm nottttt.

i jus felt like writing smth that i wanted to since like a looonnnggg time ago LAH, the waiting for an sms and all thing. HAHA. i finally did it when i took a break from maths.

oh btw, i came out with a new realisation.

darren cannot take breaks. they end up being longer than the time he studied. OOOOOOPS.

went to cmpb tday. was a stupid waste of my time, completely. argh.
went there, the security was so tight, lockers for camera hps that are real cute and small, scanning of bag. waited in a queue and went to take measurements. got touched by a guy who was real weird, like abit gay la. he touched my waist and said come here it's yr turn. HAHAHA. then waited for my number to be called for abt an hour. found out my medical examination was to be on another day due to some screw up in my signup for ns. then went home.

HAHAHA. stupid complete stupid complete waste of time. bt i saw cmpb once! interesting place lah. heh.

went adam road with daddy, ate nasi lemak! HAHA. ((:
there goes another satisfied customer, darren leeeeeeee.

hehheh.
shall go for my medical exam on 24th april. argh. bt at least can pon school! =P

that's all for today. (:

staring at the blank sheet of white paper,
i hear a sound go off.
i scamper over,
opening the message with utter excitement.
i read, i look, i hope,
but it's someone else, not you.

with disappointment etched across my face,
i put it down,
not bothering to reply.
but it's okay,
i tell myself.
cos i'll wait, wait, wait,
till another day,
where i hope you'll think of me again.

all i wanted was to know you cared, and for you to know how much i do for you. (:

well, when you asked me if i ever thought of my future, my actual reply was "you".

save it for a rainy day, my friend, where the mice scampers back to shelter, but where you can stand alone, and no one can see you cry. but guess what, my dear friend, God is actually crying with you. - this is my analogy of crying in the rain. HAHA. beat that.

i feel like being a lit student for a day. HAHAHA. =P

maybe one day it'll work, and i hope it would, but it all depends on you now. i promise to try my best, but i'm weak. i admit it.

into Your courts i run with praises flowing from my heart
everyday i wake i sing your song
it's an anthem of my life
i wanna spend my days in Your presence Lord
bowed before Your throne
in the house of God is where i find my peace
is where i find my
home is heaven
one day Lord i will be
in Your courts You'll find me
in worship at Your feet
hide me now
in the shadow of Your wings
is where i will be, is where i will be.

yeap, HOME IS HEAVEN.

hahahahas.
dad's been the greatest so far, shielding me and guiding me and helping me make sure my mother doesn't go overboard. HAHA. mother's really pissed with results, can't blame her cos i did realll badly, and i knw i can do better.

argh. HAHA. i guess i gotta buck up! =(

You make me smile, LORD. yes and you too.

there are alot of things i do, just cause i wanna see that smile on yr face, and guess what? it makes me smile toooooo!

there are alot of things i say, and i mean every word i say from deep down in my heart.

and, it's because i love you. and that's all that mattered in the first place, and that is what matters now.

and i hope you love me too. (:


all it takes is to see yr smile. i'm in heaven.

i'll do anything for you, cos i really love you. and please dont be pressured. cos good things are worth the wait and yre worth much more than that. (((((: <3!

oh btw, on a side note, happy birthday wh. (: you rock soooo much. hope it aint destroyed by parents night. HAHAHA.

charlotte.
jeriel.
yingwen.
joanna.
venelyn.
yiying.
domenica.
yhihhuua.
damien.
hweeyee.
clarence.
ccc.



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