25 Jun 2008
10:28 pm
been feeling rather down lately. bad results really gave me a shaking up. i feel so tired inside, like even as i tried so hard for econs, i didn't score well. damn.
i have this
BIG problem. ie i always do slippy-sloppy work. HAHA. and that's a big problem, cos when i'm supposed to be precise, esp since i take science, i.. don't. i settle for the average, never trying to write till it's super clear. heh. i really need to change that.
been sick too. the whole week, since the day before school started. woah. and today especially. migraine plus flu. heh. i feel super shagged and damn blur. honest. i realised that i kept looking at people and turning away before i realise who that person was! heh. it kept happening the whole week, but today, with the migraine, it got worse.
I'M NOT EMO-ING! I JUST AM TOOOOOO TIRED! =(
so... SORRRRRRRYYYYYY if i did it to you! i didn't mean it. the worse thing is that whenever i try to turn back again and smile, most of the time the person is already looking away. ARGH. that... sucks!
i'm sorry i've been avoiding you. i just dunno what to say, cos you mean so much to me. heh. i'll try to say hi the next time k? i promise. and i'll still be waiting... for YOU.
25 Jun 2008
10:28 pm
been feeling rather down lately. bad results really gave me a shaking up. i feel so tired inside, like even as i tried so hard for econs, i didn't score well. damn.
i have this
BIG problem. ie i always do slippy-sloppy work. HAHA. and that's a big problem, cos when i'm supposed to be precise, esp since i take science, i.. don't. i settle for the average, never trying to write till it's super clear. heh. i really need to change that.
been sick too. the whole week, since the day before school started. woah. and today especially. migraine plus flu. heh. i feel super shagged and damn blur. honest. i realised that i kept looking at people and turning away before i realise who that person was! heh. it kept happening the whole week, but today, with the migraine, it got worse.
I'M NOT EMO-ING! I JUST AM TOOOOOO TIRED! =(
so... SORRRRRRRYYYYYY if i did it to you! i didn't mean it. the worse thing is that whenever i try to turn back again and smile, most of the time the person is already looking away. ARGH. that... sucks!
i'm sorry i've been avoiding you. i just dunno what to say, cos you mean so much to me. heh. i'll try to say hi the next time k? i promise. and i'll still be waiting... for YOU.