13 Apr 2008
7:49 am
all the wishful thinking from the start.
the optimism, the joy, the plucking up of courage.
i saw it coming. just that i didnt know how fast it hit me.
bham. i lie dwn, gasping for air.
i don't blame you, i hope you know that i don't at all do. and if i could change knowing or falling for you, i wouldn't. cos you brought me so much joy, so much. one day, you said. but that was the past.
13 Apr 2008
7:49 am
all the wishful thinking from the start.
the optimism, the joy, the plucking up of courage.
i saw it coming. just that i didnt know how fast it hit me.
bham. i lie dwn, gasping for air.
i don't blame you, i hope you know that i don't at all do. and if i could change knowing or falling for you, i wouldn't. cos you brought me so much joy, so much. one day, you said. but that was the past.