28 Nov 2007
1:13 am
My Saviour,
How i long to know You,
More and more each day
Each moment,
Drawing closer to You,
To know Your ways
Lord You are the potter and i am the clay.
Lord i hear You calling and i will obey
Your word is living water to my thirsty soul
Jesus here i am
Into Your hands,
Lord i lay my desires,
all that i am
Jesus take me,
Lord remake me,
i will live for the glory of your name.
thankyou Daddy, for letting me put my eternal trust into your arms, knowing always that you will be there always. Lord, let yr plan be done.
26 Nov 2007
10:31 pm
The rain, just never seems to bring
The joy, I feel the same
Everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
The hold you left your mark
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Though I told myself don't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know,
l'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset
our last romance
Tho I told myself don't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know,
l'd never let you go
22 Nov 2007
11:31 pm
Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give - which is everything.
this is so true. that's why i give everything, knowing that you can receive nothing.
and i found this quote:
Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.
Vipin Sharma
when i read it, i felt it needed a change. it should be this:
love the heart that you love, but never hurt the heart of the one you love.
that's what i believe in, ever since i was young. and till now, i still believe this is true. =)
21 Nov 2007
11:34 pm
there's nothing more that i can say, but it is you that i love. everything that i do, i don't mind the work, the stress and everything.
there's alot of things going through inside my mind, but all i want is to be by your side, to see you smile and to support you. even though i nvr say it anymore, it doesnt mean my love for you has faded, bt it is just that i do not want to put you in the uncomfortable situation.
i really love you so much. honestly.
18 Nov 2007
12:10 am
i am tired, so tired that it becomes inexplainable.
RAHHHH.
get a life, darren.
tday's bbq was quite fun la, tho being sick didn't exactly help much, but ohwells....
HAHA, met up w yuesheng, edmund and the rest of them. talked cock as usual as we try our very best to reach out to them. the food was exceptionally GOOOOODDDDD, considering that i was at the place where i grew fat when i was younger - AUNTIE GERALDINE!
when i was young, she and auntie esther kept feeding me whenever i went over to their places la. HAHA, bt luckily i look much nicer nw. PHEW.
hmmmm played bball, and as usual joachim, with his big body, totally owned everyone under the board. Grabbing rebounds and shooting in lay-ups are his forte. NYJC number 10. HAHAHAHA.
anyways, am damn tired alr. the stupid heartware thing is killing me. RAHHHH. inexperienced, yes we are. but im sure we'll succeed! JIAYOU EXCOs! =DDDD
15 Nov 2007
8:36 pm
as the year draws to a close, i looked back into this year.
Highlights:
this year, i came to sr as a relative unknown, made many friends during first orientation and first three months. the class chose to stay together as one, and i became an OGL for Argo 5. Made another new batch of frens, was posted into S14 and joined ccc. Made a large number of friends there, friends who brought alot of joy into my life, something that was needed in spite of the normal lessons.
and then i met you. life has never been the same again. as i see you smile, i smile. when youre sad, im sad too. and yes, you bring sooo much joy into my life.
Although i came into sr not knowing what to expect, and having been in a all-male school all my life, habits had to change. but here, i met many friends, genuine friends. and i wanna thank you all for that.
as this year draws to a close, i realised that certainly when God told me that this route would be tough yet fun, i never regretted this path. and now i know why you placed me into sr, Lord. thanks so much.
yes, sr may be a school that no one ever thinks of joining, and is the last jc of the entire colleges. but here is not a path for the faint hearted, and here is where joy can take place, as long as you dont look down on the school and hate it. the principal is great, and tho i somehow dont like the way it is being run, but so what? as the principal said, we can strive and work hard to achieve better and greater heights.
dont ever let anyone put you down, for if you set your heart to it, you will make it. =D
14 Nov 2007
11:41 pm
went heartware tday with some of them. met huilin, and found out there is ALOT of shit to do. ARGH.
TIME TO START WORK!
=(
i feel like slapping alvin nw. HONESTLY.
13 Nov 2007
2:56 pm
tired, yes i am. nw nursing a headache. using daddy's tablet pc, so funnnn. =DD
hmmmm tday had exco meeting, and as usual, we're slacking as much as we can. charlotte and shirlene gt into a christmas mood with some songs.
FELIZ NAVIDAD! =DDDDDD my favourite song for christmas.
nw i gt myself a new POSB GO! card. now i can sign instead of swipe. HAHA.
shall end here. =)
12 Nov 2007
12:49 am
pain, ache and sadness. the feeling sucks. i wish to ease them, honestly. i'll try, no matter how hard it is. that, i will assure you.
punching bag, listener, even being a joke, i am willing. that is how far i will go just to see that smile on yr face. =)
11 Nov 2007
9:40 pm
Oh Lord our God
How excellent Your name is
How excellent Your name in all the earth
Your glory fills the heavens
Beyond the furthest star
How excellent Your name in all the earth
When i think about the heavens
the moon and all the stars
i wonder what You ever saw in me
but You took me and You loved me
and You given me a crown
and now i praise Your name eternally
heard this song in church tday. was super touched by it. i first heard this song in Junior School, when we had chapel every thursday(i think) and pastor daniel would sing this for us once in a while. i used to like it alot, tho at that time the song did not mean anything to me. But when i heard it again in service, i started tearing. all the memories of my past came back to me. the part
when i think about the heavens, the moon and all the stars, i wonder what You ever saw in me, i just thanked Him for this 17 years of my life. The times where i was naughty, disobedient, defiant and all. THANKYOU DADDY!
9 Nov 2007
10:11 pm
i'm bored. B-O-R-E-D.
my class having bbq tmrw. when can they not dislike me sia. haiz.
og outing cancelled. haiz.
misses you sooooo.
8 Nov 2007
10:29 pm
THANKYOU EVERYONE! love you all.
i lazy to add the names of ppl who wish me. TOO MANY!
im feeling the love!
HAHA.
anyways, thankyou for yr pressies! gt a topman card w 100 inside and a teddybear by the name of TEDDY LEE! LOLS. THANKYOU! so sweet all of you.
HAD A MEMORABLE DAY! and....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITING!
it's been so long since ive knwn you. HAHA. cant count alr. HAHA!
YOUTHLEADER! =D tho youre nw in adult ministry, will still appreciate all the yrs you were there when i was in sec one and two. =D
and to johnny and eelin, thanks for the birthday treat. it's been great working with you. AND YES! we gt the hint. EVAN'S BIRTHDAY COMING MUST BUILD A BEAR! HAHA. =DDD
EVAN! <3
7 Nov 2007
11:03 am
THANKYOU everyone for yr well wishes!
1.Charlotte
2.Yhihhuua
3.Leslie
4.Clarence
5.Elisha
6.Aunt Phyllis
7.Shirlene
8.Aaron
9.Jean
10.Melissa
11.Timothy Er
12.Jane Tan
13.Fengli
14.Mother
15.Damien
16.Yingwen
17.Jie
18.Nariah
19.Jeriel
and counting!
Congrats Miss First Caller! and to all the rest, THANKYOU! you really made my day.
<33333333 all of you. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and lastly, THANKYOU Daddy for all you have given me, watching over me from heaven as i live my life on earth. Love You to the max!
<3333333333333
5 Nov 2007
5:20 pm
BORING DAY AT HOME!
=/
it's time to go out! msg me if you miss me! =)))))
i love you.
11:39 am
CAMP REFRESH 2007!
our poster. design by joel lyn. =D aka camp commandant!
SHIRTS FOR CAMP REFRESH! design by joel lyn too! HAHA. thanks dude. you rock.
join us at camp refresh from 14-17 dec 07. worked really hard on it. venue: katong hostel. cya there! =D
REFRESH ministries was just introduced this year and was worked upon by a few of us youths. the main purpose is to change the mindsets of people that the youth are certainly very capable people too, and to help relaunch the youth with a new identity and purpose. prayed about it and came up with this name, as we certainly want to start anew, thats why we decided on REFRESH!
the refresh ministries was launched last week by our camp commandant joel lyn and with its new logo and teeshirts. maranatha youth is now known as REFRESH MINISTRIES!
THANKYOU everyone for being a part of us. =D
3 Nov 2007
7:37 pm
had to wake up extremely early tday to go for a meeting held at J8 with the Heartware people. the meeting, i had to say, was meaningful and interesting. The head of heartware talked to us for a while and we discussed some stuff la. overall a meeting that was alright. HAHA.
went to eat at LJS. was quite funny cos chun yuan didn't seem interested in talking much until we went on the talk about chemistry and physics practicals. he suddenly seemed ULTRA excited and started blabbering abt his experiences. was kinda cute la he. hmmm after lunch walked around J8 with charlotte and shirlene. saw nariah, fadilah and azirah at FOX. hmmmm. after that was off to church.
there wasn't any printing la tday. SO DUMB, went down there and fell asleep on the sofa while joel and keith were practicing. played the drums for a while, and it felt again like home. HAHA. after that, went for a short snack cum dinner with lyn at zhicha before going home.
am now extremely sleepy. RAHHHH. it's quite funny to think that ive been to town 3 times this week alr. MADNESS. gnna get a woofer and new speakers from creative sooooon. =DDD
28 Nov 2007
1:13 am
My Saviour,
How i long to know You,
More and more each day
Each moment,
Drawing closer to You,
To know Your ways
Lord You are the potter and i am the clay.
Lord i hear You calling and i will obey
Your word is living water to my thirsty soul
Jesus here i am
Into Your hands,
Lord i lay my desires,
all that i am
Jesus take me,
Lord remake me,
i will live for the glory of your name.
thankyou Daddy, for letting me put my eternal trust into your arms, knowing always that you will be there always. Lord, let yr plan be done.
26 Nov 2007
10:31 pm
The rain, just never seems to bring
The joy, I feel the same
Everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
The hold you left your mark
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Though I told myself don't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know,
l'd never let you go
The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset
our last romance
Tho I told myself don't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know,
l'd never let you go
22 Nov 2007
11:31 pm
Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give - which is everything.
this is so true. that's why i give everything, knowing that you can receive nothing.
and i found this quote:
Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.
Vipin Sharma
when i read it, i felt it needed a change. it should be this:
love the heart that you love, but never hurt the heart of the one you love.
that's what i believe in, ever since i was young. and till now, i still believe this is true. =)
21 Nov 2007
11:34 pm
there's nothing more that i can say, but it is you that i love. everything that i do, i don't mind the work, the stress and everything.
there's alot of things going through inside my mind, but all i want is to be by your side, to see you smile and to support you. even though i nvr say it anymore, it doesnt mean my love for you has faded, bt it is just that i do not want to put you in the uncomfortable situation.
i really love you so much. honestly.
18 Nov 2007
12:10 am
i am tired, so tired that it becomes inexplainable.
RAHHHH.
get a life, darren.
tday's bbq was quite fun la, tho being sick didn't exactly help much, but ohwells....
HAHA, met up w yuesheng, edmund and the rest of them. talked cock as usual as we try our very best to reach out to them. the food was exceptionally GOOOOODDDDD, considering that i was at the place where i grew fat when i was younger - AUNTIE GERALDINE!
when i was young, she and auntie esther kept feeding me whenever i went over to their places la. HAHA, bt luckily i look much nicer nw. PHEW.
hmmmm played bball, and as usual joachim, with his big body, totally owned everyone under the board. Grabbing rebounds and shooting in lay-ups are his forte. NYJC number 10. HAHAHAHA.
anyways, am damn tired alr. the stupid heartware thing is killing me. RAHHHH. inexperienced, yes we are. but im sure we'll succeed! JIAYOU EXCOs! =DDDD
15 Nov 2007
8:36 pm
as the year draws to a close, i looked back into this year.
Highlights:
this year, i came to sr as a relative unknown, made many friends during first orientation and first three months. the class chose to stay together as one, and i became an OGL for Argo 5. Made another new batch of frens, was posted into S14 and joined ccc. Made a large number of friends there, friends who brought alot of joy into my life, something that was needed in spite of the normal lessons.
and then i met you. life has never been the same again. as i see you smile, i smile. when youre sad, im sad too. and yes, you bring sooo much joy into my life.
Although i came into sr not knowing what to expect, and having been in a all-male school all my life, habits had to change. but here, i met many friends, genuine friends. and i wanna thank you all for that.
as this year draws to a close, i realised that certainly when God told me that this route would be tough yet fun, i never regretted this path. and now i know why you placed me into sr, Lord. thanks so much.
yes, sr may be a school that no one ever thinks of joining, and is the last jc of the entire colleges. but here is not a path for the faint hearted, and here is where joy can take place, as long as you dont look down on the school and hate it. the principal is great, and tho i somehow dont like the way it is being run, but so what? as the principal said, we can strive and work hard to achieve better and greater heights.
dont ever let anyone put you down, for if you set your heart to it, you will make it. =D
14 Nov 2007
11:41 pm
went heartware tday with some of them. met huilin, and found out there is ALOT of shit to do. ARGH.
TIME TO START WORK!
=(
i feel like slapping alvin nw. HONESTLY.
13 Nov 2007
2:56 pm
tired, yes i am. nw nursing a headache. using daddy's tablet pc, so funnnn. =DD
hmmmm tday had exco meeting, and as usual, we're slacking as much as we can. charlotte and shirlene gt into a christmas mood with some songs.
FELIZ NAVIDAD! =DDDDDD my favourite song for christmas.
nw i gt myself a new POSB GO! card. now i can sign instead of swipe. HAHA.
shall end here. =)
12 Nov 2007
12:49 am
pain, ache and sadness. the feeling sucks. i wish to ease them, honestly. i'll try, no matter how hard it is. that, i will assure you.
punching bag, listener, even being a joke, i am willing. that is how far i will go just to see that smile on yr face. =)
11 Nov 2007
9:40 pm
Oh Lord our God
How excellent Your name is
How excellent Your name in all the earth
Your glory fills the heavens
Beyond the furthest star
How excellent Your name in all the earth
When i think about the heavens
the moon and all the stars
i wonder what You ever saw in me
but You took me and You loved me
and You given me a crown
and now i praise Your name eternally
heard this song in church tday. was super touched by it. i first heard this song in Junior School, when we had chapel every thursday(i think) and pastor daniel would sing this for us once in a while. i used to like it alot, tho at that time the song did not mean anything to me. But when i heard it again in service, i started tearing. all the memories of my past came back to me. the part
when i think about the heavens, the moon and all the stars, i wonder what You ever saw in me, i just thanked Him for this 17 years of my life. The times where i was naughty, disobedient, defiant and all. THANKYOU DADDY!
9 Nov 2007
10:11 pm
i'm bored. B-O-R-E-D.
my class having bbq tmrw. when can they not dislike me sia. haiz.
og outing cancelled. haiz.
misses you sooooo.
8 Nov 2007
10:29 pm
THANKYOU EVERYONE! love you all.
i lazy to add the names of ppl who wish me. TOO MANY!
im feeling the love!
HAHA.
anyways, thankyou for yr pressies! gt a topman card w 100 inside and a teddybear by the name of TEDDY LEE! LOLS. THANKYOU! so sweet all of you.
HAD A MEMORABLE DAY! and....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITING!
it's been so long since ive knwn you. HAHA. cant count alr. HAHA!
YOUTHLEADER! =D tho youre nw in adult ministry, will still appreciate all the yrs you were there when i was in sec one and two. =D
and to johnny and eelin, thanks for the birthday treat. it's been great working with you. AND YES! we gt the hint. EVAN'S BIRTHDAY COMING MUST BUILD A BEAR! HAHA. =DDD
EVAN! <3
7 Nov 2007
11:03 am
THANKYOU everyone for yr well wishes!
1.Charlotte
2.Yhihhuua
3.Leslie
4.Clarence
5.Elisha
6.Aunt Phyllis
7.Shirlene
8.Aaron
9.Jean
10.Melissa
11.Timothy Er
12.Jane Tan
13.Fengli
14.Mother
15.Damien
16.Yingwen
17.Jie
18.Nariah
19.Jeriel
and counting!
Congrats Miss First Caller! and to all the rest, THANKYOU! you really made my day.
<33333333 all of you. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and lastly, THANKYOU Daddy for all you have given me, watching over me from heaven as i live my life on earth. Love You to the max!
<3333333333333
5 Nov 2007
5:20 pm
BORING DAY AT HOME!
=/
it's time to go out! msg me if you miss me! =)))))
i love you.
11:39 am
CAMP REFRESH 2007!
our poster. design by joel lyn. =D aka camp commandant!
SHIRTS FOR CAMP REFRESH! design by joel lyn too! HAHA. thanks dude. you rock.
join us at camp refresh from 14-17 dec 07. worked really hard on it. venue: katong hostel. cya there! =D
REFRESH ministries was just introduced this year and was worked upon by a few of us youths. the main purpose is to change the mindsets of people that the youth are certainly very capable people too, and to help relaunch the youth with a new identity and purpose. prayed about it and came up with this name, as we certainly want to start anew, thats why we decided on REFRESH!
the refresh ministries was launched last week by our camp commandant joel lyn and with its new logo and teeshirts. maranatha youth is now known as REFRESH MINISTRIES!
THANKYOU everyone for being a part of us. =D
3 Nov 2007
7:37 pm
had to wake up extremely early tday to go for a meeting held at J8 with the Heartware people. the meeting, i had to say, was meaningful and interesting. The head of heartware talked to us for a while and we discussed some stuff la. overall a meeting that was alright. HAHA.
went to eat at LJS. was quite funny cos chun yuan didn't seem interested in talking much until we went on the talk about chemistry and physics practicals. he suddenly seemed ULTRA excited and started blabbering abt his experiences. was kinda cute la he. hmmm after lunch walked around J8 with charlotte and shirlene. saw nariah, fadilah and azirah at FOX. hmmmm. after that was off to church.
there wasn't any printing la tday. SO DUMB, went down there and fell asleep on the sofa while joel and keith were practicing. played the drums for a while, and it felt again like home. HAHA. after that, went for a short snack cum dinner with lyn at zhicha before going home.
am now extremely sleepy. RAHHHH. it's quite funny to think that ive been to town 3 times this week alr. MADNESS. gnna get a woofer and new speakers from creative sooooon. =DDD
CAMP REFRESH 2007!
SHIRTS FOR CAMP REFRESH! design by joel lyn too! HAHA. thanks dude. you rock.
THANKYOU everyone for being a part of us. =D