30 Sept 2007
8:17 pm
tday's an extra fun sunday. =)
CHILDREN'S DAY CELEBRATIONS.
God thought me how wonderful it is to hav a child-like faith, a faith in which there are no doubts that God will fulfill what i asked for. Nowadays, when i pray, i will think thoughts like "will He answer my prayers this time?" and sometimes it's just a formality, and whatever i pray abt is just routine, like "God bless my day, amen." although i don't feel anything at all, like there's no passion in whatever i pray for.
But God spoke to me that child, you need to go back to the simple child-like faith you had. there was twice when i was in SAS that i prayed for God to stop the rain. And twice he did it. My frens around me were like "hey dude how? still raining leh, i think we better cancel the event alr." and all i replied was that it will stop and we can continue on schedule. And it did. Plus it was a thunderstorm type of rain. The sky can be black and thunder and lightning in the skies and yet i was filled with faith that He will answer my prayers. HE DID! Thanks to Him who reminded me of such.
i love You, i love You, i love You
i love You, i love You, i love You
i love You, i love You, i love You
And my heart will follow wholly after You.
Thank You Jesus.
CHILDREN'S DAY IS COMING! and i hav a maths paper on that day. WOW, so wonderful huh? =)
29 Sept 2007
8:11 pm
ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE.It's been a long and winding journeyBut I'm finally here tonightPicking up the pieces and walkingBack into the lightInto the sunset of the gloryWhere my heart and future liesThere's nothing like that feelingWhen I look into your eyesMy dreams came trueWhen I found you,I found You, my miracle(chorus)If you could see what I seeThat you're the answer to my prayersIf you could feel the tenderness I feelYou would know, it would be clearthat the ANGELS BROUGHT ME HEREStanding here before youFeels like I've been born againEvery breath is your loveEvery heart beat speaks your nameMy dreams came trueRight here in front of YouMy miracle(chorus)Brought me here to be with YouI'll be forever gratefulForever faithfulMy dreams came trueWhen I found YouMy miracle(repeat 2x)If you could see what I seeYou're the answer to my prayersAnd if you could feel the tenderness I feelYou would know, it would be clearThat the ANGELS BROUGHT ME HEREohman. OHMAN. so nice!=) yes, youre the answer to my prayers. =)) <3
1:15 am
life comes, life goes. hmmm, been hearing alot of ppl dying these days and it sucks la.
God gives, yet takes away.
the beauty of it all is that many of those who leave will go and be with the Lord forever.
i wish that that could happen someday la.
bt wells, Lord, it is yr desire.
27 Sept 2007
10:02 pm
oh man. promos has begun. heh.
horrid day to begin with, with the rain pouring down all ard singapore and cars queued to enter sr.
ohman. GP was alright la. esp the essay. had so much time that i walked out for a toilet break, small chat with annie tang and even counted the no of words and re-read my essay twice to reduce the errors. hahas.
the econs paper was screwed up la. guess im gnna jus pass or fail. GOD! help me. =( DRQ was horrid, esp the last question which held 1/3 of the marks. heh.
after econs, walked out with mien mien get some stuff for his precious. HAHA, bt because of that, i din see charl's sms to go to macs. haiz, sorry sweetie. Forgive?
reached home ard 5 plus, and i hav to say im shagged for the day. my mind is probably dead by now. ohman. =( anyways, all the best for those who hav chi and history papers tmrw. God bless! =)
oh man, feel sick at the moment. hope i'll be alright tmrw. CRAP. wells, BYE EVERYONE!
25 Sept 2007
10:17 pm
hello people.
promos is like 1 more day alr. SHIT. what's my problem? haven't full chiong yet leh.
I THINK I CAN PROMOTE. I THINK, bt that's my opinion.
anyways, it's time to eat bread everyday in school alr. cash is gnna get tight cos ive gtta save smth for someone. =)
anyways, when i meet my father in heaven, all i can say is i love you and then give him a tight hug. =)
LOVE YOU JESUS. you make me so high!
hey sweetie, smile when you see this. =)
24 Sept 2007
7:21 pm
love holds no bounds,love is unconditional.baby i love you, and all i do is for you.3 words - i love you, is nt pure words, bt is a promise.unconditional love. =)STUDY HARD PPL, WE CAN MAKE IT.
23 Sept 2007
10:04 pm
i pick up the phone.
"should i sms?"
"should i?"
"nvm."
8:32 pm
SERVICE!tday was a refreshing time at church.after we were singing the "be exalted oh Lord, among the heavens, and thy glory be over all the Earth."
Cousin feifong gt hit by the holy spirit and she began to give the prophetic word and it was on the line of telling God about all our problems and situations and troubles.Ps Kelvin invited ppl up to the altar and i went up with Jeriel. tgt we prayed for God's hand over our future and our exams. God seriously touched us, alot. His message was "preparing for God's return"and he compared our society to that of Sodom, and whatever he said seemed starkly familiar. Oh man, i was stunned. oh wells, let's jus say Jesus may come back soon, and we must be ready. =)"Lord, soon, like by 4 days?"HAHA. time to revise alr. =)
9:15 am
this post is for Daddy in heaven.
thank you Lord for giving me a life,
a life full of joy, pain, life and death.
but Lord you have always been there,
even when i failed you countless times.
i want a prayerful heart,
a heart that longs after you.
you have blessed me so many talents,
such as being able to play the drums for you,
having the skill to interact with people easily,
and so much more!
but Lord i have taken it for granted,
so forgive me dear Lord.
how many people can truly say that they love the Lord? Love him, cos he doesn't fail. Men fail, they surely do, cos earthly flesh can never beat the eternal father. Jesus is the only way to joy, love and peace, even in the most terrible surroundings.
EVERMORE, LORD!
give me strength as i need it now.
PROMOS - FOUR MORE DAYS.
ohman. =(
LORD! I LOVE YOU.
12:12 am
When you have to look away When you don't have much to say Thats when I love you I love you, just that way. To hear you stumble when you speak Or see you walk, with two left feet Thats when I love you I love you, endlessly And when you're mad 'cause you lost the game Forget i'm waiting in the rain Baby I love you I love you anyway'cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Thats when I love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn, The more I love, The more my heart can't get enough Thats when I love you When I love you No matter what So when you turn to hide your eyes 'cause the movie made you cry Thats when I love you I love you a little more each time And when you can't quite match your clothes Or when you laugh at your own jokes Thats when I love you I love you, more than you know And when you forget that we had a date Or that look you give when you show up late Baby I love you I love you anyway 'cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Thats when I love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn The more I love The more my heart can't get enough Thats when I love you When I love you no matter what ooohhh! oooooohh! thats when I love you when nothing baby nothing you do can change my mind the more I learn the more I love the more my heart can't get enough thats when I love you when I love you no matter what ooooooohhhh ooooooooooh! no matter what.that's all i can say. it's posted on my blog, btw. ohwells, goodnight.you were on my mind all day.
21 Sept 2007
10:00 pm
i've thought about it for a long time, and all i can say is this.
i love everything about you. everything, the good and the bad.
i do have doubts whether you do and although some have told me to give up loving you, but all i can say is i hold to the fact that i love you. no matter what others say, i shall follow my heart and continue to love you.
i knw how hurt you were by the past, and ive even read and found out about yr past. yea, he may have hurt you, bt all i can say is let it go. i dont expect you to love me, but i wanna let you know that i still love you, i do.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. it's true. to me you are so damn beautiful and i love everything about you. your actions just make me so crazy and your smile jus erases all the stupid and horrid things that happened to me. you = joy.
three words, i love you, is not as simple anymore.
quote from bryan "after all that has happened btw two people, the most beautiful thing is that you love her and knwing that she loves you back."
so true bryan. no wonder youre a top student. =)
19 Sept 2007
10:54 pm
this past week has been rather refreshing.
wells, lemme blog abt tday and yesterday.
TUESDAY:
i stayed back for prayer meeting ard 6 after leslie had his chem lesson. we went to the back at the rocmoc wall and just sat there and prayed and worship Daddy! it was a really refreshing time where we just communicated with our Lord, and i even cried when i prayed for Zhixian. God instilled in me this feeling to jus pray abt hurts and pain and to reassure him that God has been there, is there and will forever be there for him, and that he need not be afraid anymore, cos Jesus lives in his heart. We had a heart-to-heart discussion as well.
after the prayer meeting, yhihhuua came and sat down on the table with us. Clarence played his song for her and she just started crying. She shared that she missed the way her mother was always there for her and where she can hug her mother to sleep. we talked and prayed for her and i told her that if all these things did not happen, she wouldn't know that God cared and we cared for her. but at least now she knws! AMEN!
Today:
stayed in library to study. talked to damien and we jus discussed abt life and stuff la. went out to send charlotte to the bus stop. been a while since i spoke to her face to face la. anyways we walked to the bus stop and i left after her bus left before calling damien out for dinner.
we talked abt his past and he shared to me things i didnt knw abt him. well, at least he's interested in quitting smoking and stuff, so it's goooood. =) all the best.
came home, rested a while and here i am. gnna leave msn idle and go study. BYE!
God Bless EVERYONE! <33333
16 Sept 2007
11:13 pm
List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
A new bag
A renewed life with Jesus
Get to know more people
Have more cash to spend
A few hours more each day =DD
1. The person who tag you is?
Shirlene2. Your relationship with her is?
good frens
3. Your 5 impressions of her:-gabriel freak-friendly-always laughing-funny-blur4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?errrr smile? LOLS. and being a great friend cum listener. =D
5. The most memorable words she had said to you?hey you remind me of a sunny side-up.
6. If she becomes your lover, you will?be killed by gabriel.7. If she becomes your lover, things she would have to improve on will be?less blur!8. If she becomes your enemy, you will?it's impossible. im too nice. =)9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
no reason. probably some petty issue. HAHA.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is?get her an egg. to remind her of me.11. Your overall impression of him is?blur. (she's gnna kill me)12. How you think people around you would feel about you?smiley, laughable. =)13. The character i love most about myself is?sociable.14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?insensitive to girls sometimes la.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?Jesus, jus like HIM!
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:sup ppl, i knw you love me. dun lie anymore to yrselves. HAHAHAHAHA.17. For people whom i've hurt:
hey im so damn sorry. forgive?18. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel bout you:1.Leslie (in yr old unupdated blog please.)2.Clarence (if you ever come)3.Charlotte4.Yhihhuua5.Brendan6.Jonathan7.Kwan8.Joel9.Darius10.Yingwenplease note, if you intend to do this quiz, i advice you to fill in the ten names before you proceed with your reading! Its no fun otherwise.]1. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
his kachang puteh girl.
2. Is no.9 a male or female?male. i hope la.3. If no. 7 and 10 are together, would it be a good thing?nopes. 4. How bout no. 8 and 5?
NOOOOO.5. What is no.2 studying about?maths chem econs phy h1
6. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?errrr, thurs?7. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?dunno.8. Does no. 1 has any siblings?yea one bro one sis.9. Will you woo no.3?i wonder.10. How bout no.7?HAHA, if i want hongkees11. Is no.4 single?dunno. depends on 1.12. What is the surname of no.5?Tan, i think.13. What is the nickname of no.10?
Wennnnnny
14. What is the hobby of no.4?blogging, eating, SLEEPING.
15. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?alright.16. Where is no.2 studying at?SRJC ALL FOR YOU!17. Talk something casually bout no.1?pimply, best fren in sr. HAHA.18. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?NVER.19. Where does no. 9 lives?used to be an avenue away. nw shunfu.
20. What color does no.4 likes?21. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?they dunno each other.22. Does no.7 like no. 2?they knw each other's existance. the end.23. How did you get to know no. 2?
SAJS.
24. Does no.1 has any pets?nopes, i think.25. Is no.7 the most sexiest person in the world?
NAH. CMI.
15 Sept 2007
7:12 am
Jesus loves me this i know
For the Bible tells me so
Little ones to him belong
They are weak but he is strong
Yes, Jesus loves me
Yes, Jesus loves me
Yes, Jesus loves me
The Bible tells me so
THANK YOU DADDY!
his love is so fine, so strong and cool.
btw leslie, thanks for what youve shared to me. i will take it to task. HAHA. =)
14 Sept 2007
12:49 am
I LOVVVEEEE YYYOOOOUUUU.
9 Sept 2007
8:27 pm
In Your HandsI'm so secure
You're here with me,
You stay the same
Your love remains,
Here in my heart.
So close I believe,
You're holding me now
In Your hands I belong
You'll never let me go
You gave Your life
In Your endless love
You set me free
And showed me the way
Now I am found
All along you were beside me
Even when I couldn't tell
Through the years
You showed me more of You
More of You
This was a song that was played tday at church. so close i believe yre holding me me now in yr hands!
it was an impactful service. the speaker's msg was so touching, yet funny and interesting. the best line ever was that YOU ARE FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE!
each of us are special, and it is not by chance that we are who we are. let's serve God tgt!
=)))))
6 Sept 2007
5:30 pm
SATURDAY!
Duck-Tagging!
This was the first few ducks that were given to us. HAH! so nice and clean. wait till you see the next duck shot.
me after tagging for the first 2 hours.
The dirty ducks that we tagged. OMGoodness, they kept coming and coming. HEH.
okay, thats all for duck tagging. this is a picture with one of the day's BEST FRIENDS! This is the one that will win, i'm SURE!
after tagging, Plaza Sing with Tingsheng, Weihan, Chungyin, Kaixiang, LOM and Melissa. Read this book cos i couldnt get the econs into my brain.
Studying at School. Peel Fresh!
this is especially made for LESLIEPOHJIAHAO by Yhihhuua. As you can see, she's so DEEPLY IN LOVE. HAHA.
okay, this was last night. HEH. one of the best shots taken with the caption
"Don't ever study at alone in the SAC at night. Especially during the 7th Month."
HAHA.
THATS ALL!
im sorry for doing what i did on saturday at duck tagging. kinda lost my cool though i didn't have the courage to say that. please forgive me. thanks.
Imagine Me Without You
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Till the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need
In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you
When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you
aint that a beautiful song? hahahahas. well, m now addicted to it because of LOM's mp3. HAHA. It's so damn nice. LOVE IT!
wells, this is gnna be a very busy end of year. EXTREMELY BUSY! im the second i/c for youth camp and food i/c for church family day on 1st Dec. Gnna hav alot of fun, but ALOT of stress too. wheeee. but after that is christmas, when JESUS CAME! ohman, cant wait alr!
HAHA. well, it's time to focus on my promos.
CAN YOU FEEL THE LOVE TONIGHT?- it's probably me. =)
12:53 am
MISS YHIHHUUA! THIS IS FOR YOU.
"
POH ROCKS!
omg!
POH ROCKS LA!
- cant stand it!
I LOVE POH!dun you jus love him?"
no?
HAHA, kinda funny eh?
heh. tday's lessons were like so damn boring. realllllyyyy. it was horrid. esp physics lect la. was like dozing off and then talked crap with joel and mr nordin. was so restless i tell you. really horrid lar. like there were needles on my ass and i was like ohman i wanna stand up and walk out alr.
plus chem lect was quite funny
cos i fell asleep after 10 minutes and continued in such a state for more than one hour. i think jimmy sorta gave up trying to wake me. hahas.
phy tutorial was average larrrr. kinda gt realll bored. i mean it was like TWO hours long which results in productive inefficiency fot the leat part. luckily some means of entertainment appeared. we were doing some damn stupid stuff at the back. hahahas. tingsheng and chungyin were playing with the keyboard hand support thingy. it was like they were swords and were slashing each other. so funny i tell you. reallllyyyyy. hahahahas.
laughed and laughed.
came out to see no charlotte, no shirlene and no gabriel. heh. was thinking of studying with them bt they left alr. so i went bballing! was like my usual normal self. stay outside, grab ball and playmake. quite fun to do that. i loveeee playmaking for ppl. heh. hahahas played till 8 plus then kinda slacked ard. basically, let me round up tday. it is...
ONE DAY WASTED.
OH YAR. TELETUBIES! im the new tinkie winky or whatever, jason's dipsy, yhihhuua's lala and lesliepoh is PO. LOLS.
the end. heh. =))
5 Sept 2007
12:02 am
ohman, life kinda sucks.
is it worth it to forfeit the whole world for something so dear and then turns out there's nothing left?
well, i really dunno. i wonder sometimes, am i jus dumb or what. well, lets see.
heh. im kinda tired nw. school was basically a waste of time. dozed off last 15 min of econs, kinda coudnt take it. knocked out. heh.
well, lets see hw it goes la. thanks for the advice guys. it means alot to me. =)
3 Sept 2007
10:32 pm
sleepy. maths test tmrw, economics two essays tmrw. wheeeee.
im kinda, dead.
i made the silliest mistake ever. i'm sorry.
2 Sept 2007
7:07 pm
there's only one joy in my life.
JESUS.
the end.
i will run the race, and finish with the golden prize in my hand, and offering this prize to you my Lord.
without you there is none other that i adore, cause you were my saviour and i was nothing.
So I lift my eyes to you, Lord
In Your strength will I break through, Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know Your love dispels all my fears
Through the storm I will hold on, Lord
And by faith I will walk on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
That I will be complete in You
Lord this is me, i am nothing. no one loved me. but yet you, YOU, of all people, bended down and picked me up. although this pain i have been through kinda sucked, but Lord, you have never left me, never LET ME GO. THANKYOU.
I understand, i know, and ive tried. too bad; it aint your fault. it's mine.
12:15 am
why am i so stupid?why am i so damn crazy to believe anything is EVERYTHING?i got to move on and be who i am.THE END.
it's time to focus, 27 days more.
till next time, chao!
30 Sept 2007
8:17 pm
tday's an extra fun sunday. =)
CHILDREN'S DAY CELEBRATIONS.
God thought me how wonderful it is to hav a child-like faith, a faith in which there are no doubts that God will fulfill what i asked for. Nowadays, when i pray, i will think thoughts like "will He answer my prayers this time?" and sometimes it's just a formality, and whatever i pray abt is just routine, like "God bless my day, amen." although i don't feel anything at all, like there's no passion in whatever i pray for.
But God spoke to me that child, you need to go back to the simple child-like faith you had. there was twice when i was in SAS that i prayed for God to stop the rain. And twice he did it. My frens around me were like "hey dude how? still raining leh, i think we better cancel the event alr." and all i replied was that it will stop and we can continue on schedule. And it did. Plus it was a thunderstorm type of rain. The sky can be black and thunder and lightning in the skies and yet i was filled with faith that He will answer my prayers. HE DID! Thanks to Him who reminded me of such.
i love You, i love You, i love You
i love You, i love You, i love You
i love You, i love You, i love You
And my heart will follow wholly after You.
Thank You Jesus.
CHILDREN'S DAY IS COMING! and i hav a maths paper on that day. WOW, so wonderful huh? =)
29 Sept 2007
8:11 pm
ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE.It's been a long and winding journeyBut I'm finally here tonightPicking up the pieces and walkingBack into the lightInto the sunset of the gloryWhere my heart and future liesThere's nothing like that feelingWhen I look into your eyesMy dreams came trueWhen I found you,I found You, my miracle(chorus)If you could see what I seeThat you're the answer to my prayersIf you could feel the tenderness I feelYou would know, it would be clearthat the ANGELS BROUGHT ME HEREStanding here before youFeels like I've been born againEvery breath is your loveEvery heart beat speaks your nameMy dreams came trueRight here in front of YouMy miracle(chorus)Brought me here to be with YouI'll be forever gratefulForever faithfulMy dreams came trueWhen I found YouMy miracle(repeat 2x)If you could see what I seeYou're the answer to my prayersAnd if you could feel the tenderness I feelYou would know, it would be clearThat the ANGELS BROUGHT ME HEREohman. OHMAN. so nice!=) yes, youre the answer to my prayers. =)) <3
1:15 am
life comes, life goes. hmmm, been hearing alot of ppl dying these days and it sucks la.
God gives, yet takes away.
the beauty of it all is that many of those who leave will go and be with the Lord forever.
i wish that that could happen someday la.
bt wells, Lord, it is yr desire.
27 Sept 2007
10:02 pm
oh man. promos has begun. heh.
horrid day to begin with, with the rain pouring down all ard singapore and cars queued to enter sr.
ohman. GP was alright la. esp the essay. had so much time that i walked out for a toilet break, small chat with annie tang and even counted the no of words and re-read my essay twice to reduce the errors. hahas.
the econs paper was screwed up la. guess im gnna jus pass or fail. GOD! help me. =( DRQ was horrid, esp the last question which held 1/3 of the marks. heh.
after econs, walked out with mien mien get some stuff for his precious. HAHA, bt because of that, i din see charl's sms to go to macs. haiz, sorry sweetie. Forgive?
reached home ard 5 plus, and i hav to say im shagged for the day. my mind is probably dead by now. ohman. =( anyways, all the best for those who hav chi and history papers tmrw. God bless! =)
oh man, feel sick at the moment. hope i'll be alright tmrw. CRAP. wells, BYE EVERYONE!
25 Sept 2007
10:17 pm
hello people.
promos is like 1 more day alr. SHIT. what's my problem? haven't full chiong yet leh.
I THINK I CAN PROMOTE. I THINK, bt that's my opinion.
anyways, it's time to eat bread everyday in school alr. cash is gnna get tight cos ive gtta save smth for someone. =)
anyways, when i meet my father in heaven, all i can say is i love you and then give him a tight hug. =)
LOVE YOU JESUS. you make me so high!
hey sweetie, smile when you see this. =)
24 Sept 2007
7:21 pm
love holds no bounds,love is unconditional.baby i love you, and all i do is for you.3 words - i love you, is nt pure words, bt is a promise.unconditional love. =)STUDY HARD PPL, WE CAN MAKE IT.
23 Sept 2007
10:04 pm
i pick up the phone.
"should i sms?"
"should i?"
"nvm."
8:32 pm
SERVICE!tday was a refreshing time at church.after we were singing the "be exalted oh Lord, among the heavens, and thy glory be over all the Earth."
Cousin feifong gt hit by the holy spirit and she began to give the prophetic word and it was on the line of telling God about all our problems and situations and troubles.Ps Kelvin invited ppl up to the altar and i went up with Jeriel. tgt we prayed for God's hand over our future and our exams. God seriously touched us, alot. His message was "preparing for God's return"and he compared our society to that of Sodom, and whatever he said seemed starkly familiar. Oh man, i was stunned. oh wells, let's jus say Jesus may come back soon, and we must be ready. =)"Lord, soon, like by 4 days?"HAHA. time to revise alr. =)
9:15 am
this post is for Daddy in heaven.
thank you Lord for giving me a life,
a life full of joy, pain, life and death.
but Lord you have always been there,
even when i failed you countless times.
i want a prayerful heart,
a heart that longs after you.
you have blessed me so many talents,
such as being able to play the drums for you,
having the skill to interact with people easily,
and so much more!
but Lord i have taken it for granted,
so forgive me dear Lord.
how many people can truly say that they love the Lord? Love him, cos he doesn't fail. Men fail, they surely do, cos earthly flesh can never beat the eternal father. Jesus is the only way to joy, love and peace, even in the most terrible surroundings.
EVERMORE, LORD!
give me strength as i need it now.
PROMOS - FOUR MORE DAYS.
ohman. =(
LORD! I LOVE YOU.
12:12 am
When you have to look away When you don't have much to say Thats when I love you I love you, just that way. To hear you stumble when you speak Or see you walk, with two left feet Thats when I love you I love you, endlessly And when you're mad 'cause you lost the game Forget i'm waiting in the rain Baby I love you I love you anyway'cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Thats when I love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn, The more I love, The more my heart can't get enough Thats when I love you When I love you No matter what So when you turn to hide your eyes 'cause the movie made you cry Thats when I love you I love you a little more each time And when you can't quite match your clothes Or when you laugh at your own jokes Thats when I love you I love you, more than you know And when you forget that we had a date Or that look you give when you show up late Baby I love you I love you anyway 'cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Thats when I love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn The more I love The more my heart can't get enough Thats when I love you When I love you no matter what ooohhh! oooooohh! thats when I love you when nothing baby nothing you do can change my mind the more I learn the more I love the more my heart can't get enough thats when I love you when I love you no matter what ooooooohhhh ooooooooooh! no matter what.that's all i can say. it's posted on my blog, btw. ohwells, goodnight.you were on my mind all day.
21 Sept 2007
10:00 pm
i've thought about it for a long time, and all i can say is this.
i love everything about you. everything, the good and the bad.
i do have doubts whether you do and although some have told me to give up loving you, but all i can say is i hold to the fact that i love you. no matter what others say, i shall follow my heart and continue to love you.
i knw how hurt you were by the past, and ive even read and found out about yr past. yea, he may have hurt you, bt all i can say is let it go. i dont expect you to love me, but i wanna let you know that i still love you, i do.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. it's true. to me you are so damn beautiful and i love everything about you. your actions just make me so crazy and your smile jus erases all the stupid and horrid things that happened to me. you = joy.
three words, i love you, is not as simple anymore.
quote from bryan "after all that has happened btw two people, the most beautiful thing is that you love her and knwing that she loves you back."
so true bryan. no wonder youre a top student. =)
19 Sept 2007
10:54 pm
this past week has been rather refreshing.
wells, lemme blog abt tday and yesterday.
TUESDAY:
i stayed back for prayer meeting ard 6 after leslie had his chem lesson. we went to the back at the rocmoc wall and just sat there and prayed and worship Daddy! it was a really refreshing time where we just communicated with our Lord, and i even cried when i prayed for Zhixian. God instilled in me this feeling to jus pray abt hurts and pain and to reassure him that God has been there, is there and will forever be there for him, and that he need not be afraid anymore, cos Jesus lives in his heart. We had a heart-to-heart discussion as well.
after the prayer meeting, yhihhuua came and sat down on the table with us. Clarence played his song for her and she just started crying. She shared that she missed the way her mother was always there for her and where she can hug her mother to sleep. we talked and prayed for her and i told her that if all these things did not happen, she wouldn't know that God cared and we cared for her. but at least now she knws! AMEN!
Today:
stayed in library to study. talked to damien and we jus discussed abt life and stuff la. went out to send charlotte to the bus stop. been a while since i spoke to her face to face la. anyways we walked to the bus stop and i left after her bus left before calling damien out for dinner.
we talked abt his past and he shared to me things i didnt knw abt him. well, at least he's interested in quitting smoking and stuff, so it's goooood. =) all the best.
came home, rested a while and here i am. gnna leave msn idle and go study. BYE!
God Bless EVERYONE! <33333
16 Sept 2007
11:13 pm
List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
A new bag
A renewed life with Jesus
Get to know more people
Have more cash to spend
A few hours more each day =DD
1. The person who tag you is?
Shirlene2. Your relationship with her is?
good frens
3. Your 5 impressions of her:-gabriel freak-friendly-always laughing-funny-blur4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?errrr smile? LOLS. and being a great friend cum listener. =D
5. The most memorable words she had said to you?hey you remind me of a sunny side-up.
6. If she becomes your lover, you will?be killed by gabriel.7. If she becomes your lover, things she would have to improve on will be?less blur!8. If she becomes your enemy, you will?it's impossible. im too nice. =)9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
no reason. probably some petty issue. HAHA.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is?get her an egg. to remind her of me.11. Your overall impression of him is?blur. (she's gnna kill me)12. How you think people around you would feel about you?smiley, laughable. =)13. The character i love most about myself is?sociable.14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?insensitive to girls sometimes la.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?Jesus, jus like HIM!
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:sup ppl, i knw you love me. dun lie anymore to yrselves. HAHAHAHAHA.17. For people whom i've hurt:
hey im so damn sorry. forgive?18. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel bout you:1.Leslie (in yr old unupdated blog please.)2.Clarence (if you ever come)3.Charlotte4.Yhihhuua5.Brendan6.Jonathan7.Kwan8.Joel9.Darius10.Yingwenplease note, if you intend to do this quiz, i advice you to fill in the ten names before you proceed with your reading! Its no fun otherwise.]1. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
his kachang puteh girl.
2. Is no.9 a male or female?male. i hope la.3. If no. 7 and 10 are together, would it be a good thing?nopes. 4. How bout no. 8 and 5?
NOOOOO.5. What is no.2 studying about?maths chem econs phy h1
6. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?errrr, thurs?7. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?dunno.8. Does no. 1 has any siblings?yea one bro one sis.9. Will you woo no.3?i wonder.10. How bout no.7?HAHA, if i want hongkees11. Is no.4 single?dunno. depends on 1.12. What is the surname of no.5?Tan, i think.13. What is the nickname of no.10?
Wennnnnny
14. What is the hobby of no.4?blogging, eating, SLEEPING.
15. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?alright.16. Where is no.2 studying at?SRJC ALL FOR YOU!17. Talk something casually bout no.1?pimply, best fren in sr. HAHA.18. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?NVER.19. Where does no. 9 lives?used to be an avenue away. nw shunfu.
20. What color does no.4 likes?21. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?they dunno each other.22. Does no.7 like no. 2?they knw each other's existance. the end.23. How did you get to know no. 2?
SAJS.
24. Does no.1 has any pets?nopes, i think.25. Is no.7 the most sexiest person in the world?
NAH. CMI.
15 Sept 2007
7:12 am
Jesus loves me this i know
For the Bible tells me so
Little ones to him belong
They are weak but he is strong
Yes, Jesus loves me
Yes, Jesus loves me
Yes, Jesus loves me
The Bible tells me so
THANK YOU DADDY!
his love is so fine, so strong and cool.
btw leslie, thanks for what youve shared to me. i will take it to task. HAHA. =)
14 Sept 2007
12:49 am
I LOVVVEEEE YYYOOOOUUUU.
9 Sept 2007
8:27 pm
In Your HandsI'm so secure
You're here with me,
You stay the same
Your love remains,
Here in my heart.
So close I believe,
You're holding me now
In Your hands I belong
You'll never let me go
You gave Your life
In Your endless love
You set me free
And showed me the way
Now I am found
All along you were beside me
Even when I couldn't tell
Through the years
You showed me more of You
More of You
This was a song that was played tday at church. so close i believe yre holding me me now in yr hands!
it was an impactful service. the speaker's msg was so touching, yet funny and interesting. the best line ever was that YOU ARE FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE!
each of us are special, and it is not by chance that we are who we are. let's serve God tgt!
=)))))
6 Sept 2007
5:30 pm
SATURDAY!
Duck-Tagging!
This was the first few ducks that were given to us. HAH! so nice and clean. wait till you see the next duck shot.
me after tagging for the first 2 hours.
The dirty ducks that we tagged. OMGoodness, they kept coming and coming. HEH.
okay, thats all for duck tagging. this is a picture with one of the day's BEST FRIENDS! This is the one that will win, i'm SURE!
after tagging, Plaza Sing with Tingsheng, Weihan, Chungyin, Kaixiang, LOM and Melissa. Read this book cos i couldnt get the econs into my brain.
Studying at School. Peel Fresh!
this is especially made for LESLIEPOHJIAHAO by Yhihhuua. As you can see, she's so DEEPLY IN LOVE. HAHA.
okay, this was last night. HEH. one of the best shots taken with the caption
"Don't ever study at alone in the SAC at night. Especially during the 7th Month."
HAHA.
THATS ALL!
im sorry for doing what i did on saturday at duck tagging. kinda lost my cool though i didn't have the courage to say that. please forgive me. thanks.
Imagine Me Without You
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Till the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need
In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you
When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you
aint that a beautiful song? hahahahas. well, m now addicted to it because of LOM's mp3. HAHA. It's so damn nice. LOVE IT!
wells, this is gnna be a very busy end of year. EXTREMELY BUSY! im the second i/c for youth camp and food i/c for church family day on 1st Dec. Gnna hav alot of fun, but ALOT of stress too. wheeee. but after that is christmas, when JESUS CAME! ohman, cant wait alr!
HAHA. well, it's time to focus on my promos.
CAN YOU FEEL THE LOVE TONIGHT?- it's probably me. =)
12:53 am
MISS YHIHHUUA! THIS IS FOR YOU.
"
POH ROCKS!
omg!
POH ROCKS LA!
- cant stand it!
I LOVE POH!dun you jus love him?"
no?
HAHA, kinda funny eh?
heh. tday's lessons were like so damn boring. realllllyyyy. it was horrid. esp physics lect la. was like dozing off and then talked crap with joel and mr nordin. was so restless i tell you. really horrid lar. like there were needles on my ass and i was like ohman i wanna stand up and walk out alr.
plus chem lect was quite funny
cos i fell asleep after 10 minutes and continued in such a state for more than one hour. i think jimmy sorta gave up trying to wake me. hahas.
phy tutorial was average larrrr. kinda gt realll bored. i mean it was like TWO hours long which results in productive inefficiency fot the leat part. luckily some means of entertainment appeared. we were doing some damn stupid stuff at the back. hahahas. tingsheng and chungyin were playing with the keyboard hand support thingy. it was like they were swords and were slashing each other. so funny i tell you. reallllyyyyy. hahahahas.
laughed and laughed.
came out to see no charlotte, no shirlene and no gabriel. heh. was thinking of studying with them bt they left alr. so i went bballing! was like my usual normal self. stay outside, grab ball and playmake. quite fun to do that. i loveeee playmaking for ppl. heh. hahahas played till 8 plus then kinda slacked ard. basically, let me round up tday. it is...
ONE DAY WASTED.
OH YAR. TELETUBIES! im the new tinkie winky or whatever, jason's dipsy, yhihhuua's lala and lesliepoh is PO. LOLS.
the end. heh. =))
5 Sept 2007
12:02 am
ohman, life kinda sucks.
is it worth it to forfeit the whole world for something so dear and then turns out there's nothing left?
well, i really dunno. i wonder sometimes, am i jus dumb or what. well, lets see.
heh. im kinda tired nw. school was basically a waste of time. dozed off last 15 min of econs, kinda coudnt take it. knocked out. heh.
well, lets see hw it goes la. thanks for the advice guys. it means alot to me. =)
3 Sept 2007
10:32 pm
sleepy. maths test tmrw, economics two essays tmrw. wheeeee.
im kinda, dead.
i made the silliest mistake ever. i'm sorry.
2 Sept 2007
7:07 pm
there's only one joy in my life.
JESUS.
the end.
i will run the race, and finish with the golden prize in my hand, and offering this prize to you my Lord.
without you there is none other that i adore, cause you were my saviour and i was nothing.
So I lift my eyes to you, Lord
In Your strength will I break through, Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know Your love dispels all my fears
Through the storm I will hold on, Lord
And by faith I will walk on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
That I will be complete in You
Lord this is me, i am nothing. no one loved me. but yet you, YOU, of all people, bended down and picked me up. although this pain i have been through kinda sucked, but Lord, you have never left me, never LET ME GO. THANKYOU.
I understand, i know, and ive tried. too bad; it aint your fault. it's mine.
12:15 am
why am i so stupid?why am i so damn crazy to believe anything is EVERYTHING?i got to move on and be who i am.THE END.
it's time to focus, 27 days more.
till next time, chao!
okay, this was last night. HEH. one of the best shots taken with the caption