28 Jul 2007
11:40 pm
life is screwed up here.
i jus dun understand. this week passed by like a whirlwind, many things happened and im damn worried abt my frens.
CCC is all but fine.
4/7 excos leaving, now it will definately be mixed up and confusing for the new and old excos to do stuff. wh is demoralised, i am demoralised, bryan is demoralised, charlotte's at least relieved. the rest? all i know is that chun yuan is super happy la. haiz
life sucks sometimes, esp when you think abt the horrid pressures that mr yew placed upon his excos. it sucks and he doesnt care. late work, piled up rubbish, all his crap. all these must be settled. everyone felt the heat. mr yew's jus not very caring to see his excos suffering, to care about their welfare. oh heck.
nvm. as long as all of us make it up, we will OWN.
CCC- LETS CONNECT HEARTS, SERVING WITH PASSION.
26 Jul 2007
12:11 am
why?
why?
why is life so difficult?
why does life change so fast?
it aint easy. oh crap. hard aint it?
many times i feel like im loved by you, but sometimes i really dunno whether that's true.
i can believe, i can even wish. but so wad?
youll never be mine at this rate.
lord. i need you. my help in times of need.
rahhhh. jus crapping and doing nonsense as usual.
PW! hate it. get it over and done with. crap.
sometimes life kicks you in the balls. i think it is doing so now to me.
i love you.
20 Jul 2007
12:34 am
HI JEAN!
BYE JEAN.
LOLS. welcome people!
please tag leh. im miserable alr. hahas.
15 Jul 2007
11:05 pm
MY REDEMMER LIVES!
wheeee!
next week's anniversary! so excited. im playing. pray for my hands to be guided by God. amen.
i love JESUS.
he's my everything. without him i wun be here in the first place. i thank him for everything. even the horrid looking face. haiz. yes. lets jus say its less den attractive. HAHA.
blessings to all!
=)
14 Jul 2007
9:59 pm
time and time again, life has been difficult
i mean there are many troubles that i face - school work, deadlines, relationships and all. sometimes its jus difficult to jus live a life, a life full of joy.
God is a mighthy God, and people often say jus dun be holy and all, but many a times they dont know. He may be God, but he at least listens to my problems.
you know, i often hear people saying that God doesnt hear your problems, cos youre just talking to nothing. but no. God is so wonderful, he actually listens and helps me. OOOOOO. I love Jesus.
midyears was bad. real bad. i scored 31 points thanks to my econs helping me move from a U to a E. thanks miss jean woo and Jesus for answering my prayers. I really din expect it, and none of my classmates either. the weird thing is ive always known the difficulty it is to score well, but i guess im jus not determined or neither am i responsible enough to say DARREN. it is time to put in that work. im procrastinating, even now.
Lord i offer my life to you
everything ive been through
use it for your glory
Lord i offer my days to you
lifting my praise to you
as a pleasing sacrifice
Lord i offer you my life.
thank you Lord. youre the reason i live. i may fail, but you never ever do that. thank you father.
13 Jul 2007
11:27 pm
i dun realy seeyou.
no. i dun even see you.
- briads look nice on you. makes me HIGH.
7 Jul 2007
10:14 pm
ooops this is late. LOLS. hmmmm
okay lemme say 3rd day onwards. hmmm we went to get breakfast at nearby eatery and den walked ard. was HK's special 10th anniversary since British rule so my dunks shop was closed. disappointed la. den went back with aji ichiban stuff. oso snapped some pics that are on my frenster account.
we checked out and sok-yee, my dad's cuz came to bring us to her place. settled down and den went to yum cha la. ate like so much at the restaurant and the food was like owning la. took a mtr to this old hdb like place and we went up. was pretty dirty but we met dad's uncle and aunt. his aunt luvs him alot as it is her eldest bro's son. so we went yum cha again la. LOLS. ate somemore and left. she cried. she's so sweet you know. is like 20 years ago when my dad first went to HK, his flight was delayed by an hour. she was waiting at the airport with this like passport photo and that was it. she was crying when my dad saw her. guess what? she was too afraid something had gone wrong. LOLS. so sweet aint it?
hmmm went back and slept. dad and sis left for guangzhou which i could not go due to school the next day. i went shopping with fabian, my cuz and my mum. den came back and took a bus to the airport. flight was delayed for abt 30 min due to bad weather and was like stuck in the plane la. so sian.
reached back home and slept. hahahahas. but only at 1 plus due to stupid gp hw. endless. haiz.
anyways, friday was practically horrible la. i had chinese oral den was alright but den had a slight headache due to insufficient sleep. went for ccc meeting and slacked ard at the start looking for teachers and all. den came the horrid part. we din hav permission to remove the oral notices and so had to wait till end of staff meeting. we were lazying ard till like 530 when it ended and we got permission to remove it. the chinese teacher came and she was shocked to see us removing her information. mr ou the OM offered to give chun yuan our ic a new board but he din want it for it would spoil our plans. WTF. den was like arguing with him. i mean a new board leh. dey give u a new board you dun want. den he asked if we could use the SAC windows which was his plan. it was dumb. he said it would be better as ppl will stop to see the 'WORDY' notices and all la. WTF. and it would be nicer and make the area more colourful. personally, i doubt ppl will actually look at it la. LOLS. den after that bryan and i convinced him to take the board and we went to the hall to take it. den chun yuan came running up and saying no need. bryan was so pissed la. and my head was alr throbbing. den he said we jus use the chi board la. LOLS. so stupid. in the end we dun care brought the board to the foyer. we haven set it up and that sheena came and slammed the board with her leg. she was like cannot cannot the wind will blow it down. how the heck do you know? stupid huh. in the end after set up it could not even fall la. u think wad? the wind typhoon ah?
in the end bryan and i jus left with nic, ven and marian. wow. was pretty worked up and all la. so waste of time la.
haiz. beginning to see why bryan dreads ccc. haiz. and i think i do too, sometimes.
'i am lost whether you would give me a chance.'
4 Jul 2007
12:02 am
hongkong was pretty fun of an experience. met up with relatives i din really know and all.
first day:
i rushed off from econs lecture to the airport to catch my 130 flight to hongkong. checked in with 1 hour to go, did some last minute shopping with mum to get stuff for relatives and frens in hk and den we went in. mum withdrew money and we went to our boarding gate. walked thru with the nervousness that i hav since i was caught with chewing gum in 2005 and boarded the flight SQ 855 to hk. the plane was pleasently not full and i sat by myself most of the journey to hk. touched down at 5 plus and took like 30 minutes to clear customs (so inefficient) by the time we got to the hotel, it was alr 730 so we checked in and went to our rooms. dad and sis was alr at the lobby waiting and all, but the jams in hk on a rainy day is horrendous. went for dinner and all. took lots of pics. hahas. after that walked ard abit and the surprise was that ppl in hk still open shop at 11 plus at night, including an adidas megastore (3 storeys of beauty)
second day:
we went on our city tour and found out it was the whole day. halfway thru, my specs sorta spoiled as my lens dropped out of it. sucked and had to walk blindly thru the lunch and the tour. went up to the beautiful peak and took a pic with david beckham, the wax figure LOLS. anyways went up and saw the magnificant beauty of the view and all. went back, got my lense fixed and went for shopping. first stop, mongkok. omg. this place is owning la. hahas. shopped with dad and met sis ellen dere. got a pair of dunks and went to drink something with her. took a cab back to the hotel and was quite late alr when i got dere. slept well that night.
the rest of the two days will be said tmrw
no time. gp and econs is killing me. hahas.
felt real good cos i love you and all. =))
2 Jul 2007
11:46 pm
back from hongkong. got 2 pairs of dunks and an OBEY shirt. seems little but the dunks rock like wow. hahahahas.
SHIT. gp homework submission tomorrow? i'm dead. please pray for me. LOLS.
=)) will post of my hk exp maybe tomorrow? =))
28 Jul 2007
11:40 pm
life is screwed up here.
i jus dun understand. this week passed by like a whirlwind, many things happened and im damn worried abt my frens.
CCC is all but fine.
4/7 excos leaving, now it will definately be mixed up and confusing for the new and old excos to do stuff. wh is demoralised, i am demoralised, bryan is demoralised, charlotte's at least relieved. the rest? all i know is that chun yuan is super happy la. haiz
life sucks sometimes, esp when you think abt the horrid pressures that mr yew placed upon his excos. it sucks and he doesnt care. late work, piled up rubbish, all his crap. all these must be settled. everyone felt the heat. mr yew's jus not very caring to see his excos suffering, to care about their welfare. oh heck.
nvm. as long as all of us make it up, we will OWN.
CCC- LETS CONNECT HEARTS, SERVING WITH PASSION.
26 Jul 2007
12:11 am
why?
why?
why is life so difficult?
why does life change so fast?
it aint easy. oh crap. hard aint it?
many times i feel like im loved by you, but sometimes i really dunno whether that's true.
i can believe, i can even wish. but so wad?
youll never be mine at this rate.
lord. i need you. my help in times of need.
rahhhh. jus crapping and doing nonsense as usual.
PW! hate it. get it over and done with. crap.
sometimes life kicks you in the balls. i think it is doing so now to me.
i love you.
20 Jul 2007
12:34 am
HI JEAN!
BYE JEAN.
LOLS. welcome people!
please tag leh. im miserable alr. hahas.
15 Jul 2007
11:05 pm
MY REDEMMER LIVES!
wheeee!
next week's anniversary! so excited. im playing. pray for my hands to be guided by God. amen.
i love JESUS.
he's my everything. without him i wun be here in the first place. i thank him for everything. even the horrid looking face. haiz. yes. lets jus say its less den attractive. HAHA.
blessings to all!
=)
14 Jul 2007
9:59 pm
time and time again, life has been difficult
i mean there are many troubles that i face - school work, deadlines, relationships and all. sometimes its jus difficult to jus live a life, a life full of joy.
God is a mighthy God, and people often say jus dun be holy and all, but many a times they dont know. He may be God, but he at least listens to my problems.
you know, i often hear people saying that God doesnt hear your problems, cos youre just talking to nothing. but no. God is so wonderful, he actually listens and helps me. OOOOOO. I love Jesus.
midyears was bad. real bad. i scored 31 points thanks to my econs helping me move from a U to a E. thanks miss jean woo and Jesus for answering my prayers. I really din expect it, and none of my classmates either. the weird thing is ive always known the difficulty it is to score well, but i guess im jus not determined or neither am i responsible enough to say DARREN. it is time to put in that work. im procrastinating, even now.
Lord i offer my life to you
everything ive been through
use it for your glory
Lord i offer my days to you
lifting my praise to you
as a pleasing sacrifice
Lord i offer you my life.
thank you Lord. youre the reason i live. i may fail, but you never ever do that. thank you father.
13 Jul 2007
11:27 pm
i dun realy seeyou.
no. i dun even see you.
- briads look nice on you. makes me HIGH.
7 Jul 2007
10:14 pm
ooops this is late. LOLS. hmmmm
okay lemme say 3rd day onwards. hmmm we went to get breakfast at nearby eatery and den walked ard. was HK's special 10th anniversary since British rule so my dunks shop was closed. disappointed la. den went back with aji ichiban stuff. oso snapped some pics that are on my frenster account.
we checked out and sok-yee, my dad's cuz came to bring us to her place. settled down and den went to yum cha la. ate like so much at the restaurant and the food was like owning la. took a mtr to this old hdb like place and we went up. was pretty dirty but we met dad's uncle and aunt. his aunt luvs him alot as it is her eldest bro's son. so we went yum cha again la. LOLS. ate somemore and left. she cried. she's so sweet you know. is like 20 years ago when my dad first went to HK, his flight was delayed by an hour. she was waiting at the airport with this like passport photo and that was it. she was crying when my dad saw her. guess what? she was too afraid something had gone wrong. LOLS. so sweet aint it?
hmmm went back and slept. dad and sis left for guangzhou which i could not go due to school the next day. i went shopping with fabian, my cuz and my mum. den came back and took a bus to the airport. flight was delayed for abt 30 min due to bad weather and was like stuck in the plane la. so sian.
reached back home and slept. hahahahas. but only at 1 plus due to stupid gp hw. endless. haiz.
anyways, friday was practically horrible la. i had chinese oral den was alright but den had a slight headache due to insufficient sleep. went for ccc meeting and slacked ard at the start looking for teachers and all. den came the horrid part. we din hav permission to remove the oral notices and so had to wait till end of staff meeting. we were lazying ard till like 530 when it ended and we got permission to remove it. the chinese teacher came and she was shocked to see us removing her information. mr ou the OM offered to give chun yuan our ic a new board but he din want it for it would spoil our plans. WTF. den was like arguing with him. i mean a new board leh. dey give u a new board you dun want. den he asked if we could use the SAC windows which was his plan. it was dumb. he said it would be better as ppl will stop to see the 'WORDY' notices and all la. WTF. and it would be nicer and make the area more colourful. personally, i doubt ppl will actually look at it la. LOLS. den after that bryan and i convinced him to take the board and we went to the hall to take it. den chun yuan came running up and saying no need. bryan was so pissed la. and my head was alr throbbing. den he said we jus use the chi board la. LOLS. so stupid. in the end we dun care brought the board to the foyer. we haven set it up and that sheena came and slammed the board with her leg. she was like cannot cannot the wind will blow it down. how the heck do you know? stupid huh. in the end after set up it could not even fall la. u think wad? the wind typhoon ah?
in the end bryan and i jus left with nic, ven and marian. wow. was pretty worked up and all la. so waste of time la.
haiz. beginning to see why bryan dreads ccc. haiz. and i think i do too, sometimes.
'i am lost whether you would give me a chance.'
4 Jul 2007
12:02 am
hongkong was pretty fun of an experience. met up with relatives i din really know and all.
first day:
i rushed off from econs lecture to the airport to catch my 130 flight to hongkong. checked in with 1 hour to go, did some last minute shopping with mum to get stuff for relatives and frens in hk and den we went in. mum withdrew money and we went to our boarding gate. walked thru with the nervousness that i hav since i was caught with chewing gum in 2005 and boarded the flight SQ 855 to hk. the plane was pleasently not full and i sat by myself most of the journey to hk. touched down at 5 plus and took like 30 minutes to clear customs (so inefficient) by the time we got to the hotel, it was alr 730 so we checked in and went to our rooms. dad and sis was alr at the lobby waiting and all, but the jams in hk on a rainy day is horrendous. went for dinner and all. took lots of pics. hahas. after that walked ard abit and the surprise was that ppl in hk still open shop at 11 plus at night, including an adidas megastore (3 storeys of beauty)
second day:
we went on our city tour and found out it was the whole day. halfway thru, my specs sorta spoiled as my lens dropped out of it. sucked and had to walk blindly thru the lunch and the tour. went up to the beautiful peak and took a pic with david beckham, the wax figure LOLS. anyways went up and saw the magnificant beauty of the view and all. went back, got my lense fixed and went for shopping. first stop, mongkok. omg. this place is owning la. hahas. shopped with dad and met sis ellen dere. got a pair of dunks and went to drink something with her. took a cab back to the hotel and was quite late alr when i got dere. slept well that night.
the rest of the two days will be said tmrw
no time. gp and econs is killing me. hahas.
felt real good cos i love you and all. =))
2 Jul 2007
11:46 pm
back from hongkong. got 2 pairs of dunks and an OBEY shirt. seems little but the dunks rock like wow. hahahahas.
SHIT. gp homework submission tomorrow? i'm dead. please pray for me. LOLS.
=)) will post of my hk exp maybe tomorrow? =))
